it's hard to be.
babybeezer:
missed seeing you friday.
ciroc:
is it any harder than to not be?
i have been tempted to cancel my account.
in fact, i have cancelled it. then i freak out and uncancel it.
i keep wondering what it is that keeps me here. hanging on by a thread of friends.
but then i know.
i am here because of my friends. i know i don't see you guys and i know i am a flake and i...
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in fact, i have cancelled it. then i freak out and uncancel it.
i keep wondering what it is that keeps me here. hanging on by a thread of friends.
but then i know.
i am here because of my friends. i know i don't see you guys and i know i am a flake and i...
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rawr_ima_monster:
right.
-MmmmmmmmmmmmWAH!
Dave
-MmmmmmmmmmmmWAH!
Dave
strongmad:
Would Marla Singer quit a group of misfits? Hell no!
i need a jumpstart for my life.
some sparks.
or maybe i am just thirsty.
some sparks.
or maybe i am just thirsty.
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babybeezer:
oh man, I think I have too much love, oi. Help. How about I give you some of mine?
bettietwoguns:
giga, where you been?
i quit smoking by accident.
i couldn't smoke when i was with my mom in eastern europe. 2 weeks.
and sure i have been back for a while, but everytime i try to smoke one... it's just gross. and smoky.
and smokers smell kinda gross.
but still. i am disappointed that i quit. i wasn't ready to quit. but now getting back on the badwagon...
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i couldn't smoke when i was with my mom in eastern europe. 2 weeks.
and sure i have been back for a while, but everytime i try to smoke one... it's just gross. and smoky.
and smokers smell kinda gross.
but still. i am disappointed that i quit. i wasn't ready to quit. but now getting back on the badwagon...
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babybeezer:
yeah, sometimes I think "Hmm, maybe I'd like a cigarette" but then I smell the assness of the smoker who just walked in the room and change my mind. Every once and a while is fine, but the ass smell all the time? No thanks.
likeclockwork:
same thing happened to me over the break. kinda cool.
i am so bored, i think i might die.
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fiesty:
aww don't die you are 2 cute it would be a waste!! I love your profile pic. 
here on this eve of new yearness.
this year. oh this year.
started out making out for 5 minutes with a boy i loved.
i am guessing it won't end as romantically.
this year has hardened me. i feel more grown up, tougher, rough around the edges. i feel more cynical. smiling has taken a back seat to being pessimistic.
i was always a little...
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this year. oh this year.
started out making out for 5 minutes with a boy i loved.
i am guessing it won't end as romantically.
this year has hardened me. i feel more grown up, tougher, rough around the edges. i feel more cynical. smiling has taken a back seat to being pessimistic.
i was always a little...
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babybeezer:
what a difference a year can make. you can come go with the flow with me. I'm a flower. hehe. flow-er. not flower. oh man.
if all goes to plan I'll see you this weekend.
xoxo
hope 2005 rules for you.
if all goes to plan I'll see you this weekend.
xoxo
hope 2005 rules for you.
takeshi21:
I think these are all wonderful things to aspire for at any stage in life. I've been in a prolonged period of stress because of work and money and all the other stupid things life throws your way. And during that time I'm constantly analyzing where I am, what I'm doing, where I should be, and how I get there. By doing so, I believe I'm missing out on much of life. So this summer I took up surfing and tried to find the dude-ness of it all, or at least take the first steps toward this discovery.
And no, I don't think most people always think about death. Only a few of us are dumb enough to do that while life is flying by. It's hard, but I'm trying to not be so obsessed with a future I know nothing about.
And no, I don't think most people always think about death. Only a few of us are dumb enough to do that while life is flying by. It's hard, but I'm trying to not be so obsessed with a future I know nothing about.
last night was interesting.
couldn't make it to la, because the world has it out for me currently.
had a night... full of wallowing.
which i don't mind so much. wallowing can be kinda fun. sorta.
i had some good conversation, with real people who really care about me. it's nice to know that i have some really amazing friends. some analyzing of selves. a...
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couldn't make it to la, because the world has it out for me currently.
had a night... full of wallowing.
which i don't mind so much. wallowing can be kinda fun. sorta.
i had some good conversation, with real people who really care about me. it's nice to know that i have some really amazing friends. some analyzing of selves. a...
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santivo:
Its because you're a fish!! I have a tendancy to fall into the same traps. To some twisted degree I enjoy my solitude and my reality. Keep in mind that you are the Sun of your own universe. You plot out the planets and set thier rotation. Keep your chin up....
takeshi21:
Happy New Year!
at 11:07
i thought this would just get easier.
but it doesn't appear to be getting easier.
i don't have anyone to turn to.
they all love him more.
they never loved me.
they just loved me as an extenstion of him.
and he never loved me either.
as it seems.
i can't take this much more.
at 1:11
i excercised in the bathroom. yes,...
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i thought this would just get easier.
but it doesn't appear to be getting easier.
i don't have anyone to turn to.
they all love him more.
they never loved me.
they just loved me as an extenstion of him.
and he never loved me either.
as it seems.
i can't take this much more.
at 1:11
i excercised in the bathroom. yes,...
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babybeezer:
you, me, erika, hehehehe....
thesixx:
It will be all good...time heals everything. It's going to be hard before it gets better though. And you may have gotten through the worst. Hard to say though.
-Atrocity
-Atrocity
guess who is back on the meat market again?
take a number and get in line.
(by that i really mean... i'm sad)
take a number and get in line.
(by that i really mean... i'm sad)
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thesixx:
Ouch. Sorry to hear that hun. 
acidevangelist:
Yeah, but look how long the line is!
she doesn't get enough cocaine.
she doesn't get enough heartache.
she's doesn't get enough girls.
she's doesn't get enough.
she's doesn't get enough money.
she doesn't get enough sluts.
she doesn't get enough hoes.
she died from an overdose.
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we can stay together in my mind.
(but that's not good enough)
she doesn't get enough heartache.
she's doesn't get enough girls.
she's doesn't get enough.
she's doesn't get enough money.
she doesn't get enough sluts.
she doesn't get enough hoes.
she died from an overdose.
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we can stay together in my mind.
(but that's not good enough)
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trilobyte:
I don't know if hug is the word I was hoping for, but it sounds good when you say it. And you said badass, so that makes it even more special.
Word to the wise, don't combine all three of your vices simultaneously. Because after a few rounds, you'll be drinking burrito shots, and putting hot sauce in the Jim Beam. And that CAN'T be good.
odi omnes
Word to the wise, don't combine all three of your vices simultaneously. Because after a few rounds, you'll be drinking burrito shots, and putting hot sauce in the Jim Beam. And that CAN'T be good.
odi omnes
trilobyte:
Man I wish I could work the bar on Saturday night ... lol
odi omnes
odi omnes