Saturday Jan 10, 2004

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what today should be:

drive
del taco
hot dancing nearly naked ladies
afterparty?
del taco
drive


this is going to be the best day ever.

edited to say: get to meet/see people i haven't seen in ages. and be with the babybeezer and drag my love muffin along.

i am so happy i could puke
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drpirate:
ARRR!!! Enjoy all you can, for as long as you can!
fractal:
I grabbed your ass.
it was fun. at least for me.

Friday Jan 09, 2004

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FUCK BEING SICK!

mad
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drpirate:
It just makes you want to puke But don't worry it's got to be over sooner or later wink
lil_billy_ben:
Hope ya' feel better soon. kiss


BillyEL SUICIDO LOCOBen

Thursday Jan 08, 2004

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there was so much love here it was like the fucking las vegas strip.

i needed that.

thanks.
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so here i am sick, but still very happy. classes are going ok. just ok. not ravishingly exciting... but ok.

i want to go out to dinner SO bad... i get this craving every once in a while. and i am getting it hardcore.

i am...
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babybeezer:
went shopping yesterday and bought new skirt. now have outfit for party. will be v fabulous...for some reason am talking like bridget jones. hmmmm...
angelfuckaz:
Thank you it is nice to know that people care. Man Pool Hall Junkies that movie is great.

Wednesday Jan 07, 2004

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i need to feel internet love.

GIMME INTERNET LOVE!


please...
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pyronautica:
Uh, yeah, I'll send you some love, right after my emoticon induced aneurysm has passed.
pyronautica:
MisterSatan is my Savior!

Tuesday Jan 06, 2004

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there is so much to say.

new years was one of the best nights of my life. i can rarely say that.. cause usually new years is just... well... a big build up to nothing.

but i got to kiss my boy. and no one really knew what time it was.. so we just made out for 5 minutes straight as there were about 4...
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miss_magenta:
i hope you feel better really soon sweetie!! *sends you lots of get well hugs and kisses*


i'm glad that you had a wonderful new year's! biggrin


kiss kiss
freyja__:
mm jasmine.

Saturday Dec 27, 2003

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wanted to wish everyone a happy new year!


if you don't have a kiss at midnight... here kiss

if you do.. then still kiss but after blackeyed
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miss_magenta:
kiss kiss kiss kiss
muller:
kiss

Wednesday Dec 24, 2003

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i hate christmas. i hate the traffic. i hate the mood. i hate the false joy. i hate the intensity. i hate the music. i hate the food. i hate the damn needles from the tree. i hate the blatant consumerism. i hate how fake it is.

i just fucking hate it.
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lucky105:
Thank you. I'm with you 100% on that. puke

SO glad it's over.
lane:
I just hate the pressure of christmas... people feeling like they CAN'T enjoy having the time off because they have to run around so much and buy shit... le sigh.

anyways... I hope you had a good xmas in the end!

kiss

Sunday Dec 21, 2003

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i didn't even get to say goodbye.
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there is something about being in your arms that makes me feel like i have finally found home.
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lane:
you're lovely and eloquent... i hope you have a fantabulous christmas.

kiss
kennyg:
Yeah, the word "cannibalingus" made me, you know... puke LOL.

Wednesday Dec 17, 2003

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cravings for cuddles.

but you are not here.





tell me what is new in your life. i want to know... what does your heart beat for nowadays?
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lane:
craving for cuddles too...!

kiss

my heart craves for apple cider or really good chai...
user092840:
I'm guessing that she wouldn't be mad if I gave out her email address...

suicideava@yahoo.com

frown

Sunday Dec 14, 2003

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alone.

at 2:38 am.

is NOT the time to be watching a documentary on jeffrey dahmer.
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miss_magenta:
*cuddles you*


smile kiss
invinoveritas:
thats for sure i am still up miss giga... how you doing these days???

Friday Dec 12, 2003

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Looking at the stars always makes me dream.

Why, I ask myself, shouldn't the shining dots of the sky be as accessible as the black dots on the map of France? Just as we take the train to get to Taracon or Rouen, we take death to reach a star.
mohollyweird:
SMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kiss love

Wednesday Dec 10, 2003

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so, apparently americans spend their lives working towards attaining fusion with their family and their fellow peoples. they often have difficulties mantaining long-term, enduring relationships with others. because they are too individual-driven.

maintaining the balance between what you want in life and your need for company of others is the trick.

it's funny that the culture one is in totally determines one's individual relationships and...
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leavemehere:
very well put
usually what our parents want is what's better for us
but sometimes i prefer to live at my own pace
do what i feel is better for me
and everything is indeed "in theory"

as for love... i like to think it exists
i thought i found it once
it was love probably... but yeah
that ship has sailed tongue

and yay! for good ebay finds... the person i got it from
had many many prints..
right after i paid for it
there was another of the same one
i was so tempted to buy one of each tongue

hope you're well
xoxo
lmh
tarbaby:
i have never been in love in the biblical sense. i love my family and i've loved all of my pets. the pets because they unconditionally worship me-i can do no wrong in their eyes, and the feeling is mutual. my family because it's ingrained in me. i don't know what that actually means-it's just that you are expected to love your family. i guess the fact that they have ALWAYS been there for me (as fucked up as i've been). i don't know where i'm going with this, really. i'll end by saying that i miss you-you are going to the sgsf x-mas party, right?

oxoxox
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