fucking god.. i don't think i've ever felt this hurt in all my life. i can't sleep, i can't eat, my stomach hurts, and my heart hurts. and i feel completely selfish for even feeling hurt! she is the one that is hurting...i shouldn't be allowed. but every other part of my body is telling me differently! if you don't understand what i'm talking about, refer to my previous journal. FUCK! i hate this. i wish she would just tell me to fuck off, or that she still loved me...or SOMETHING...i'm walking around blindly.
ghostina:
well, i guess everything is just dandy now...*sigh* supposedly.