weeee! so i applied for 4 graphic design jobs today! 
i hope i get a call or two back at least..that would be very cool. so...my big issue about not going to class...the situation just kept getting more and more out of control! it all came crashing to an end when my gf recieves a call at work wondering where the hell i am, and why aren't i in school. *sigh* AGH! i really freaked out when i found this out...for one, because i didn't know how to handle the situation, and i was going to have to face it RIGHT then!! and two, i hadn't been honest with her...sadly enough..i was scared to tell her i hadn't been going. SO it looked like i had lied to her basically..well i guess i did in a way. 
i didn't mean to hurt anyone...i was just afraid of letting people down. especially her! anyway though...thank you thank you mimi for helping me...and making me face up to my problems. i got it all straightened out today....nobody was angry with me at school, they were simply worried about me. i'm going to be able to catch up easily, and i will graduate this month!!! what a huge relief. i feel like i actually accomplished a lot today, for once. i'm really looking forward to my future now... who knows what's going to happen..and that's the exciting part! my greatest wish is that i'll find a job with decent pay, and i'll be able to move out of where i am now and move on with my life! yay! please keep your fingers crossed for me girls and boys. oh god...and my graphic design chairperson at school is just the sweetest lady ever...when she saw me come in today, she gave me the biggest hug..she almost started crying b/c she thought that something had happened to me. i felt sooo horrible that i hadn't called her...she told me to keep in touch with her and call her anytime at home. poor thing...she is really ill and is facing another surgery this month and under so much stress...i hate that i put her under any more at all. ANYway...it's all straightened out now...everything is GREAT!!! yay i'm so happy!
on another note...urgh...missy doesn't like any of the pics i sent in for my Girls Page...i see what kind of pics the other girls have, i'm not dumb...i just sent her the best shots i had..i guess they aren't good enough. i suppose i'll have to take some more head shots. but whatever...it'll be ok...not too big of a deal i guess.
that's all for now i suppose. *happyhappyhappy*
i hope i get a call or two back at least..that would be very cool. so...my big issue about not going to class...the situation just kept getting more and more out of control! it all came crashing to an end when my gf recieves a call at work wondering where the hell i am, and why aren't i in school. *sigh* AGH! i really freaked out when i found this out...for one, because i didn't know how to handle the situation, and i was going to have to face it RIGHT then!! and two, i hadn't been honest with her...sadly enough..i was scared to tell her i hadn't been going. SO it looked like i had lied to her basically..well i guess i did in a way. i didn't mean to hurt anyone...i was just afraid of letting people down. especially her! anyway though...thank you thank you mimi for helping me...and making me face up to my problems. i got it all straightened out today....nobody was angry with me at school, they were simply worried about me. i'm going to be able to catch up easily, and i will graduate this month!!! what a huge relief. i feel like i actually accomplished a lot today, for once. i'm really looking forward to my future now... who knows what's going to happen..and that's the exciting part! my greatest wish is that i'll find a job with decent pay, and i'll be able to move out of where i am now and move on with my life! yay! please keep your fingers crossed for me girls and boys. oh god...and my graphic design chairperson at school is just the sweetest lady ever...when she saw me come in today, she gave me the biggest hug..she almost started crying b/c she thought that something had happened to me. i felt sooo horrible that i hadn't called her...she told me to keep in touch with her and call her anytime at home. poor thing...she is really ill and is facing another surgery this month and under so much stress...i hate that i put her under any more at all. ANYway...it's all straightened out now...everything is GREAT!!! yay i'm so happy!
on another note...urgh...missy doesn't like any of the pics i sent in for my Girls Page...i see what kind of pics the other girls have, i'm not dumb...i just sent her the best shots i had..i guess they aren't good enough. i suppose i'll have to take some more head shots. but whatever...it'll be ok...not too big of a deal i guess.
that's all for now i suppose. *happyhappyhappy*
What pics did you send her? You are so beautiful..how can they be wrong?