man... i just heard about those killings in the DC area...that shit is soooo scary! they better catch that guy soon!
Yesterday my first girlfriend ever, christine, called me!
she was the first girl i ever kissed, among other things...*sigh* memories. even though it wasnt' the greatest experience ever...i loved her. it was so nice to talk to her, it really made me miss her! she wants me to come visit her so bad in virginia, but i just can't right now..even if i wasn't broke. *sigh*
i had a very sweet, interesting dream last night. *ahh dreams* i was at a concert or something, and all of a sudden, but friend Meri, from high school showed up..i always had a bit of a crush on her...but i haven't seen her in years! anyway i thought she was completely straight, but immediately she starts hugging and kissing me! THEN my other old friend showed up and the same thing happened! what the fuck? hehe Does this mean that all of a sudden i'm going to be bombarded with girls that actually like me?? or that i'm going to run into old friends? i wish i knew!
okay i have some lyrics now:
Lover lover let's pretend
We're born as innocents
Cast into the world
With apple eyes
To wish wish dangerous
My dear delirious
To try and leave
The rest of us behind
Shot full of diamonds
And a million years
The disappointed disappear
Like they were never here
Kiss kiss all of this
The hiss that we had miss
And understand what can't be understood
Sear those thoughts of me
Alone and unhappy
I never liked me anyway
If by chance
Or circumstance
We should fail
Don't be so sad
Shot full of diamonds
and a million years
The disappointed disappear
Like they were never here
In a dream
We are connected
Siamese twins
At the wrist
And then I knew we'd been forsaken
Expelled from paradise
I can't believe them
When they say that it's alright
Words can't define what I feel inside
Who needs them?
Caught with this virus of my mind
I give in to my disease, of my needs
To my disease, of my needs
She really loves to break
Her dad says its OK
She really loves to break
And give it all away
Her ma says she's afraid
What more can she fake
She really needs to break
And give herself away
She gave it all away
She gave it all away
She gave it all away
~SP
Yesterday my first girlfriend ever, christine, called me!
she was the first girl i ever kissed, among other things...*sigh* memories. even though it wasnt' the greatest experience ever...i loved her. it was so nice to talk to her, it really made me miss her! she wants me to come visit her so bad in virginia, but i just can't right now..even if i wasn't broke. *sigh*
i had a very sweet, interesting dream last night. *ahh dreams* i was at a concert or something, and all of a sudden, but friend Meri, from high school showed up..i always had a bit of a crush on her...but i haven't seen her in years! anyway i thought she was completely straight, but immediately she starts hugging and kissing me! THEN my other old friend showed up and the same thing happened! what the fuck? hehe Does this mean that all of a sudden i'm going to be bombarded with girls that actually like me?? or that i'm going to run into old friends? i wish i knew!
okay i have some lyrics now:
Lover lover let's pretend
We're born as innocents
Cast into the world
With apple eyes
To wish wish dangerous
My dear delirious
To try and leave
The rest of us behind
Shot full of diamonds
And a million years
The disappointed disappear
Like they were never here
Kiss kiss all of this
The hiss that we had miss
And understand what can't be understood
Sear those thoughts of me
Alone and unhappy
I never liked me anyway
If by chance
Or circumstance
We should fail
Don't be so sad
Shot full of diamonds
and a million years
The disappointed disappear
Like they were never here
In a dream
We are connected
Siamese twins
At the wrist
And then I knew we'd been forsaken
Expelled from paradise
I can't believe them
When they say that it's alright
Words can't define what I feel inside
Who needs them?
Caught with this virus of my mind
I give in to my disease, of my needs
To my disease, of my needs
She really loves to break
Her dad says its OK
She really loves to break
And give it all away
Her ma says she's afraid
What more can she fake
She really needs to break
And give herself away
She gave it all away
She gave it all away
She gave it all away
~SP
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I love the new name and picture lol!
Okay, I think I remember the comment I made about women and blah blah blah.
Thanks for responding. I should visit your thinga ma bob more often. You write some interesting stuff. I love your lyrics. Very beautiful!
Your dream sounds interesting. May I share a dream I had when I was about 21 and living in London? I was living in a girls dorm for a few months and boy the gals were lovely. There was a girl who lived upstairs. She had short blond hair and was tall. Cute in my book. We were friends for the whole time I was there, but she talked about boyfriends really. But I had a dream about her and was horrified. How could I think such things about a friend who was like a sister. Anyway, we flirted or whatever. but later I found out that she was living with a girl and had a girlfriend. Sometimes I wonder if anything would have come out of it. But we still write e-mails. That's my story. Sometimes I wonder.