ghettoblaster

WHO WANTS AN UPDATE!




Well, where to start. I guess I'll just start with yesterday. As many of you know I have become reaquainted with an old flame.

But here's what you don't know...

I couldn't be happier, in fact I don't think I've ever been this happy. I had this moment of clarity last week. We had been fighting, and I was feeling insecure about things. And then it occured to me that I felt vunerable, I hadn't really had that feeling in years. So I went with it, and it has felt great to just let go. And I have.

All the shit I had gone through I my personal life to get to this point. My fear and doubts and insecurities..
They don't matter anymore. Everything just feels OK. Like a fresh start.


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Anyway, we woke up and made love in the morning. Then we eventually got up and showered. I love laying on our bed watching her get ready, in the same way many women love to watch men shave.

Then we meet her mother and step father to look at houses. There was one in particular that we were very excited to see, but we were very let down. It needed much work than we were lead to believe. The next house we looked at, the owner had put a ton of work into, but he had terrible taste. Black granite counter tops-EVERYWHERE! Very urban contemporary.


So then we all went to Dairy Queen and had Chocolate Rocks, uh-yum..

We came home and got ready, and headed downtown to see Hot Hot Heat and the Killers. We meet up with a couple of friends and had a good time. We went for steak and beers at Rock Bottom Brewery, Rebecca had a beatiful Delmonico. During the show I ran into an old friend who is going to the Detroit Electronic Dance Music Festival and invited us-I think we're going to try to make it. However we have to stop at her moms for a barbeque first, so we'll be cutting it close time wise. Then there is always the issue of getting a sitter for the dog on such short notice...

Anyway. The show was good. We talked in her car in the parking lot waiting for the crowd to disperse. I professed my love to her, she accepted it. It was nice being in a huge crowd and at the same time feeling all alone with her. Even my friend Steve said we were "adorable", how often do guys say stuff like that?!

Came home and went straight to bed.
"You're not too sleepy are you?" No I wasn't. We made love again. It was incredibly intense and passionate. I l;ove this girl more than anything.

I feel blessed that I have her in my life.

Oh and PS, I quit smoking. I feel a lot better. I don't wake up with a mouth that tastes like two rats died ass fucking in it everymorning.

PSS my tooth is still killing me-I have another appointment 6/13 so yet again I can get sent to someone else who won't be able to squeeze my in for a month and I will continue to be in pain.

And work still sucks.