gfh

If you can't hold your own,
don't point your fucking finger at me!
Cough, spit, scream, HATRED,
all inclusive
and yes, it's a question of class and experience
consider yourself dismissed.

Lesson A: This lifestyle is not for sale.
Give it up, again, and again.
And that's how we do it!

To crush.
You must love.

No false pride
No fashion
No fake set of...
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well its time to start a new chapter in my sad story. Im going to be moving out on my own in the next couple of days. I have never had to truly make it on my own and it stressing me out. I have always had some one there right beside me. At first it was living with my parents then i met a...
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im back atleast for a little while. Life has been extremley stressfull as of late dont really want to get into to it. My living situation blows ass and im not at home most of the time because of it. I go in and out of my house through my bedroom window so to go unnoticed. i cant seem to keep a job for the...
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1. Spiral

My screams of fear and fury collide, a desperate
pattern I follow. Turn into silence, but still I hear
the silence scream. Oh how this fills me up.

Searching for a moment like this.
Raised with your act as a guidance. I cannot take it.

I have to break this. Ware it down in small pieces.
My dreams have stopped but only for...
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bare with me here this is my first ever blog any on any website so it probly just be short and sweet any ways im sitting here tired bored and pondering life like usual im getting frustrated being unemployed and living in this piece of shit state another thing i went to my nephews graduation yesterday and it made me realized how much i have...
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1. Coil

[Mikael Akerfeldt:]
She told me
Why she told me lies
Always take care of this
I told her how I've always stayed
Always waiting for nothing

[x2]
When I get out of here
When I leave you behind
I'll find that the years passed us by

And I can see you
Running through the fields of sorrow
Yes I can, see you
Running...
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