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This confirms everything I've been fighting myself over.
All this time I've been trying to deny it, and forget about it.
But I cant do it anymore.
I hope in the end that this doesnt break us.
But if I hold it in any longer its going to break me.
I can't begin to explain this infatuation that I've grown with you.
And all that...
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All this time I've been trying to deny it, and forget about it.
But I cant do it anymore.
I hope in the end that this doesnt break us.
But if I hold it in any longer its going to break me.
I can't begin to explain this infatuation that I've grown with you.
And all that...
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tredien:
Totally sweet! 
khoos:
*hugs*
Sometimes, I really am ashamed at myself for being selfish and ungrateful in ways I never really noticed.
My great aunt, whom most of my family is very close with, is basically on her death bead. Constantly in and out of the hospital for surgeries, incoherent from all her medication, and hardly eating.
Here I am getting angry that I have to stay late watching...
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My great aunt, whom most of my family is very close with, is basically on her death bead. Constantly in and out of the hospital for surgeries, incoherent from all her medication, and hardly eating.
Here I am getting angry that I have to stay late watching...
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shaun0fthedead:
We all fall into that every now and then, its natural and its something that instead of being ashamed of, we should just simply change it. Hell I had my uncles mother die (he's my dads best friend, not my actual uncle) and at her funeral all I could think about was how one of my best friends was going behind my back and dating my ex that he knew I still loved.
We all do it, its just a matter of acknowledging we shouldnt, and you've just done that =].
I really hope things work out for the best, and that you get back to your normal self.
We all do it, its just a matter of acknowledging we shouldnt, and you've just done that =].
I really hope things work out for the best, and that you get back to your normal self.
shaun0fthedead:
I'd have to admit I expected a more in depth response, though that was entertaining lol.
Time for a quick update.
Thanksgiving day was good, my Maryland vacation was pretty lame though.
It seems like my best friend and I are the only 2 people left who arent 21 yet so we get left out of a lot of plans.
I dyed my hair. Its like a red color now. Its hard to explain. Really deep, but bright at the same...
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Thanksgiving day was good, my Maryland vacation was pretty lame though.
It seems like my best friend and I are the only 2 people left who arent 21 yet so we get left out of a lot of plans.
I dyed my hair. Its like a red color now. Its hard to explain. Really deep, but bright at the same...
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williamtrinity:
not 21!?! i didn't realize you were that young. now i feel old...
lost_girl:
your hair is awesome and you look totally cute in that photo!
Well.. I told you guys a lot about me in my last blog.
Now you tell me one odd or interesting fact about you.

Now you tell me one odd or interesting fact about you.
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twiztidgator:
hello how are you? i was just scimin threw profiles had to stop at this one because ur SO beautiful...fucking christ i hope i dont come off as a dork to you...laterness happy thanksgiving!
gonzo77:
Hmmm here's a usefull one that is timely: I don't eat birthday cake, even my own, I hate it!
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shaun0fthedead:
Well I was doing alright, then my best friend decided to be the biggest douche ever. Other than him, im pretty good.
Did you ever get that situation figured out?
Did you ever get that situation figured out?
shaun0fthedead:
What'd you end up doing?
Well he's my dept. manager and I left around 6pm, so it takes him two hours to realize he doesn't have the keys, calls me, tells me I have them, I check my pants and my car, no keys, so I tell him I don't have them, he gets all defensive and just starts saying that I have them, I have to have them because they can't find em. So then I heard a click, thought he hung up on me, so I hit end. He texts me later and says Im a self righteous asshole that wouldn't answer my phone (I turned it to silent because I took a nap) and that I refused to help out a friend and a fellow employee and finished it off with a big fuck you. So needless to say, im pretty pissed at him.
Well he's my dept. manager and I left around 6pm, so it takes him two hours to realize he doesn't have the keys, calls me, tells me I have them, I check my pants and my car, no keys, so I tell him I don't have them, he gets all defensive and just starts saying that I have them, I have to have them because they can't find em. So then I heard a click, thought he hung up on me, so I hit end. He texts me later and says Im a self righteous asshole that wouldn't answer my phone (I turned it to silent because I took a nap) and that I refused to help out a friend and a fellow employee and finished it off with a big fuck you. So needless to say, im pretty pissed at him.
I want to make another video blog.. last time it seemed like you all enjoyed it, but Im not sure what you guys really feel like hearing me talk about.
So, Im stealing Sharonaaaaa's idea.
Ask me any 3 questions, any 3 questions you'd like, and in my next (video) blog, I will answer them.
So, Im stealing Sharonaaaaa's idea.
Ask me any 3 questions, any 3 questions you'd like, and in my next (video) blog, I will answer them.
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trixxx:
1. How much do your bewbs weigh?
2. What's yer fav brand of makeup?
3. Where was the first place you "went all the way"?
2. What's yer fav brand of makeup?
3. Where was the first place you "went all the way"?
ryan_speaks:
hey! thanks so much! im doing well just hanging around until friday then we are out on the road until dec 21st. how have you been?
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hellocupcake:
that is adooorable
khoos:
Oi vey...
well at least there will be some Kara-oke fodder on there
well at least there will be some Kara-oke fodder on there
Sometimes having emotions is the kiss of death.
Ive decided Im going to live a life of radical honesty.
In other news.. chocolate cake fights are a good time.. but not when you have to clean up after them.
Everybody have a happy and safe Halloween.
Kisses.
Ive decided Im going to live a life of radical honesty.
In other news.. chocolate cake fights are a good time.. but not when you have to clean up after them.
Everybody have a happy and safe Halloween.
Kisses.
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autumnfade:
have a happy Halloween 2
beckyjane:
I want a chocolate cake fight. Next time invite me?
For all of you who read my last journal.
Ive decided what Im going to do.
Im going to talk to him.
I just have to make sure my timing is perfect.
On a lighter note. I added a metric fuck ton of pictures into my Phone Cam folder.
Check me out.
Ive decided what Im going to do.
Im going to talk to him.
I just have to make sure my timing is perfect.
On a lighter note. I added a metric fuck ton of pictures into my Phone Cam folder.
Check me out.
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nousername:
your main picture is going to give me nightmares tonight
that is all on you
thanks
that is all on you
thanks
tredien:
Where are you? come out and play!! 
What do you do if theres a question burning a hole in your mind, but you're afraid to ask it?
A question you really want to know the answer to, but you're afraid to ruin things, or make them awkward.
Would you ask it and risk it, or just keep it to yourself because things are pretty good right now?
A question you really want to know the answer to, but you're afraid to ruin things, or make them awkward.
Would you ask it and risk it, or just keep it to yourself because things are pretty good right now?
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pedronz:
I'm always an advocate for just leaving the question to simmer for a while...
The question generally gets answered naturally over time....
Although.... when matters of the heart are involved I'm often reckless in that respect... and it generally leaves me battered and bruised (figuratively speaking).
Let us know how the situation progresses!
The question generally gets answered naturally over time....
Although.... when matters of the heart are involved I'm often reckless in that respect... and it generally leaves me battered and bruised (figuratively speaking).
Let us know how the situation progresses!
shaun0fthedead:
(I just had a common cold, but it was kickin my ass for a bit)
Personally, i'd ask it. If you ask it and things go sour then they most likely would have gone that way down the road when it came up anyways, besides, whats worse, holding it in and being ok, or letting it out and being happy?
Personally, i'd ask it. If you ask it and things go sour then they most likely would have gone that way down the road when it came up anyways, besides, whats worse, holding it in and being ok, or letting it out and being happy?
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shaun0fthedead:
Because I like hearin from ya =]
Annnnnnd I thank you
Annnnnnd I thank you
toxic:
Me too GF me too
<sad panda I am

I'm glad you got my card! Happy Christmas!
Hi sexy..how ya doing today?