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Right now I am feeling really blah. Not that I am questioning myself, but for the last three hours I have felt it would be nice to have a girlfriend. Yeah it would be nice right now. Sometimes I come across like single is great, but times like now it sucks. Oh well. Guess I will just pop in a movie, probably High Fidelity or Reality Bites.
Went out to dinner and a movie with friends on Saturday night. The movie was The Longest Yard. Didn't think it would be enjoyable, but it was pretty funny. Almost didn't go. Then my roommate told me that I need to go out more. This was the first movie in a theatre in three or four years. He said it didn't matter if the movie was good it was just the idea of getting out of the house for a while. I have been known to lock myself up and not come out for a weekend. Not sure why, but time just slips away. Maybe a tattoo will ease some of this crap. Super model chicks don't appeal to me much anymore and haven't since the last "normal" girlfriend. It is hard for me to be understood by a woman that goes to the tanning booth to look more like Paris Hilton.
Give me the drug to un-numb me please.