germany

so i swear i came to write something of substance in my journal, but know that i'm here i can't remember what the hell it was...give me a second maybe it will come to me.........................................
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ohhhhhh yahhhhhh, it really wasn't that important.... but i was talking to my son last night and i came to this realization... i still want to do interior design (not decorating). so maybe i should look back into school for that.. bartending is great and all, but i really must get on with shit. so today is look at schools day. hopefully i'll either just do it or get over it. but i hate having ideas,thoughts, realization then just letting them marinate in my head...action must take place

alright so substance wasn't the right word but whatever at least i rembered