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When I first joined Suicide Girls I bought the Beauty Redefined book. I love that book. I love the girls in it. I think it's gorgeous.

My best friend, who has not one, but two SG stickers on her truck, was looking through it, and said that she didn't understand why anyone would want to be a Suicide Girl. That she didn't see the appeal. And she thought it was disgusting..

She was well aware what Suicide Girls was BEFORE putting the stickers on her SUV, actually she wanted to model for them at one point. But now, she's calling it disgusting, and she's being quite harsh in general.

I'm at a loss. It might sound stupid but I've wanted to be a Suicide Girl since I was 15. To be told by my best friend that it's disgusting just puts me beyond words.

I just feel like .




On a lighter happier note I'm leaving for vacation in TWO days. Too bad I work the next two days and each hour at work feels like it's at LEAST two hours long. Oh well.. I'm leaving early in the morning (early for me anyway). And I'm exxxcited. Also my play thing seems to be excited that I'm coming up too.