i'm not getting my walking boot for my leg taken off until august 31st. which means i won't be in ohio until at least september 2nd. so i'm a little 
right now.
sydney's trying her damnedest to keep me from going back to work while my leg is in the boot. even though my co-manager, who was at the time acting store manager, said i could come back. even though it's against policy. idk. i just need to go back to work.
i've been listening to eminem a lot lately. i don't usually like eminem, however i'm really starting to dig the new recovery album.
i can't listen to paramore anymore, which sucks, because as gay as it sounds, they're one of my favorite bands. but i used to listen to them when i was in ohio, and it's just breaking my heart to listen to them, because i always flash back to driving around.
i think something's wrong with me.
back to eminem though.. there's a few lines in one of the songs called, 'love the way you lie' and they say, 'maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems. maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano, all i know is, i love you too much to walk away now' by that's literally the best description of my relationship now. along with one of his songs where lil wayne says, "been to hell and back, i can show you vouchers.' that's literally been the description of these last three years.
i wish someone knew what i went through, but as much as i say i don't like a lot of people i wouldn't ever wish what i've been through on them. i definitely wouldn't wish it on the people i like. i don't even want to let them in on what's happened the last three years. enough of that.
i don't really know what the point of this blog was, except to say i won't be in ohio in august like i wanted to be. but hopefully the beginning of september. i'm still moving in october, not sooner like i had hoped, but whatever. just as long as i move. that's all i want.
right now.
sydney's trying her damnedest to keep me from going back to work while my leg is in the boot. even though my co-manager, who was at the time acting store manager, said i could come back. even though it's against policy. idk. i just need to go back to work.
i've been listening to eminem a lot lately. i don't usually like eminem, however i'm really starting to dig the new recovery album.
i can't listen to paramore anymore, which sucks, because as gay as it sounds, they're one of my favorite bands. but i used to listen to them when i was in ohio, and it's just breaking my heart to listen to them, because i always flash back to driving around.
i think something's wrong with me.
back to eminem though.. there's a few lines in one of the songs called, 'love the way you lie' and they say, 'maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems. maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano, all i know is, i love you too much to walk away now' by that's literally the best description of my relationship now. along with one of his songs where lil wayne says, "been to hell and back, i can show you vouchers.' that's literally been the description of these last three years.
i wish someone knew what i went through, but as much as i say i don't like a lot of people i wouldn't ever wish what i've been through on them. i definitely wouldn't wish it on the people i like. i don't even want to let them in on what's happened the last three years. enough of that.
i don't really know what the point of this blog was, except to say i won't be in ohio in august like i wanted to be. but hopefully the beginning of september. i'm still moving in october, not sooner like i had hoped, but whatever. just as long as i move. that's all i want.