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i miss my best friend.
i miss my old boyfriend.
i miss cincinnati.
i miss traveling.
i miss the university of cincinnati.

and all it feels like is my whole life is crumbling around me.

if i don't move for college in october, i'm just going to give up college altogether.
i'm going to give up being a lawyer.
and i'll be one of those...
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generation:
i don't know what i'm doing. unfortunately my apparent "life" revolves around other people. and when they back out of my plans i'm either forced to change them or just give up.. i'm going to keep going with the move, but i don't know how well it's going to work. :/ i just need to start putting myself first, i think.
stcyr:
"one of those kids that has no real direction in life with no real goals and no real aspirations." You just pretty well described the first 25 years of my life. You're still young, and you've got plenty of time to pursue your dreams and goals. Don't get too discouraged, you'll get there. smile
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If I could run away right now I would. Fuck you, broken leg. frown
damagedi:
don't focus on what you can't change, rather focus on what changes you can make.
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I just woke up. smile
I go to Ohio for vacation in 45 days. biggrin
I move to Ohio in 86 more days. love
I have work at 2. frown
that's all. kiss
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mad @ financial aid.
love & biggrin @ my trip to Ohio in September.

Sooooo... I submitted paper work to financial aid three or four weeks ago, my payment is due August 1st, and they JUST NOW said that I have to resubmit something. So I'm a little peeved. This school is great, except for their financial aid department. One of the advisers said that my financial aid...
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generation:
if i can't take her i won't go. plain and simple. she's my child. love
docgima:
that's awesome... cincy is not all it's cracked up to be anyway if you don't go. that's great you care about your child so much; most of the people i know would not care that much.
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Something that genuinely aggravates me to NO end is people getting on someone elses case about what they're putting in their mouth.

Because AND I QUOTE: " so....my sister is eating about 1200 calories in mini cupcakes right now...yep...oh well for her" is what my sister said about me on FB. You know what she neglected to mention? 1) I would have to eat the...
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dozo:
Fuck, that is pretty low of your sister to say that shit for all to see! People can be pretty fucked up, I was not skinny at all growing up, thanks to assholes like that I am very self conscious about myself. I may be average size now, but damage done....

I'm glad you are fighting back, I wish I would of back then.
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day two of work was way better. :]
i realllllllllllllllly want a mac book an an imac so i think i'm going to look on ebay for them.
i don't know how reliable ebay is for that type of stuff, butttt i'll figure it out.

i think i'm going to go to bed early. yep.

g'night.
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First day back at work was HELL.
I don't think these people (including the manager) realize that I CAN'T WALK AROUND AND STAND FOR HOURS LIKE THEY WANT ME TO. mad
My leg hurts, a lot. It's a good thing I still had some hydrocodone left or else I'd probably be crying. frown
and the twisted part?
i can't wait to go back tomorrow.
although, hopefully, it...
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About an hour and fifty minutes ago, I opened this blog and wrote, "I have an hour and forty five minutes to do my homework, but I'll probably wait until the last ten minutes to do it, even though I know I won't finish."

Shortly after that I decided to actually do my homework, so I did, and I got it turned in, at LITERALLY...
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I'm slowly in the process of getting my financial aid fixed. Slowly but surely. So I won't have to ask my Grandparents to cosign a loan until I get to UC. It shouldn't be that much anyway. So I'm happy.

Um... Moving to Ohio is sort of stressing me out, mainly because the last time I started looking into moving it was the end of...
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i'm not getting my walking boot for my leg taken off until august 31st. which means i won't be in ohio until at least september 2nd. so i'm a little mad right now.

sydney's trying her damnedest to keep me from going back to work while my leg is in the boot. even though my co-manager, who was at the time acting store manager, said i...
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cat spilled water all over the laptop today.
that's how i woke up.
it doesn't look like it's fried.
it wasn't smoking and didn't start making any horrible noises.
however, i've dismantled the damned thing.
put it back together.
dismantled it again.
put it back together again.
and everything seems to work, except for the most important part....
the screen.

i turned it back off....
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priam:
hope its not broken!
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