gekkeiju23

Pornography
IN PERSIA I SAW that poetry is meant to be set to music & chanted or sung--for one reason alone--because it works.
A right combination of image & tune plunges the audience into a hal (something between emotional/aesthetic mood & trance of hyperawareness), outbursts of weeping, fits of dancing--measurable physical response to art. For us the link between poetry & body died with the...
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this just might be the day i chew my own leg off out of frustration.
oh, to be free.

my mom and sister are coming.
they currently reside in Whales with mom's internet husband and his children.

i'm not sure how to feel about this.
mom and i have much bad blood between us.
i know it does me no good to harbor ill will, and i thought i had come to terms with a lot of the negativity....
maybe i was just able...
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prom tickets are sold.
sorry to everyone-i hope you all can make it and have a rollicking good time.

my latest pretty boy crush-
this picture
Gekkeiju sandwich.
i burn just looking at it.



you might recognize Orlando Bloom- the other gentleman is Karl Urban.
he played Eomer in LOTR II and III.

someone pay me a compliment-i kinda need to hear something nice right...
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first person to email me through my profile about the tickets gets them.
20$ a piece-i have 2 available.
several people have expressed interest, but nothing concrete, so if you are serious let me know.

it's lonely tonight-being alone....
something feels awkward-unsure of what to do with my hands, my words, myself.
vaguely uncomfortable-scared even-a strange sense of forboding.
it's very quiet, and i'm afraid that i am the only one that ever feels this lost.
i'd cry if i could....
so much happening that i can't really satisfactorily explain.
everything feels sort-of skewed, unreal.
it's almost like being somewhere...
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Love Without Love
I love you, because in my thousand and one nights of dreams,
I never once dreamed of you.
I looked down paths that traveled from afar,
But it was never you I expected.
Suddenly, I've felt you flying through my soul in quick, lofty flight,
and how beautiful you seem up there, far
from my always idiot heart!
Love me that way,...
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"this is a journey into the desert..."
a train ride.
the passing scenery looked like Arizona, or what i imagined Arizona should look like.
all sand, cacti, plateaus, red and gold and blistering.
led zeppelin lilted from somewhere-perhaps only in my mind.
led zeppelin always makes me feel naughty, in a good way-dirty, in a pure way.
you met me at the station-destination:middle of nowhere....
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i yearn for you tragically...




pour one out for miss midori-she will be missed.

i'm changing my user name-Gekkeiju23.
japanese for "laurel tree" and the closest i can get to my name.

i really want a good kiss.

*BLAM*




got ya.


edited to add*

it seems i will NOT be relocating to the Bay after all.
good news for some, bad news for others.
decide amongst yerselves.
i'm both happy and sad-i was excited, but am ultimately relieved as well.
the Bay overwhelms me, as did the impending cost and the uncertainty of it all.
Sacramento has grown on me, and it's home...
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