gasmaskboy

AHhhhhhhhrrrrgh...

I did it...

I told her... not everything...
not the insane details of how she means the world to me.

but I told her I do love her more then anything.

and I told her to not feel bad....
and I told her I would always be waiting.

and I'd wait forever if I had to.

until she is ready.

Now all there is to do is to go on with my life.

and meet someone special who I love, even if it's not the same.

I did say I'd wait forever, but I won't sit and not live my life in a corner pining my life away.

Maybe someday she'll come around,
but maybe she won't.

It's all up to her, and she can either be loved more then can possibly be imagined.

or she can take all my words for granted.

either way it's not up to me....
and it won't be any time soon.

Should she happen to come around, I don't expect it for years to come.

and until then, that is.... if it should be that way.

I won't ignore the love I have for others.

because it's unfair to the others.

to all you others...

Love,

Ryan