So very often I feel two different sides of myself. The one that everyone sees which is the normal steadfast rock. Someone that is straightforward and has it together. The one that pours everything into his job as well as everything else he works on. I was always that person before...Go, go, go. Always on the move. Giving my all to my job as...
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Anymore I just don't know what to do. The lost alone feeling predominants everything. As my birthday approached and now that's it's here...the only thing I can think of is how I am staring down the barrel of being alone. I want a family. I'd like to have MY family. I'm tired of being the "good guy" that does...
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What is it really?

lone·li·ness
ˈlōnlēnəs/
noun
  1. 1.
    sadness because one has no friends or company.
    "feelings of depression and loneliness"
  • 2.
    (of a place) the quality of being unfrequented and remote; isolation.
    "the loneliness of the farm"
  • So that would be the definition...but can it be summed up as such? Often times we see those that are surrounded by people that...
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    So today is Princess Yazmine's birthday. Sixteen today! Yaz is my constant in life. I truly dread the day when she isn't with me. But now we look back at this girl's time.

    People see me, a pretty large guy, with this tiny dog...and it gets many different reactions. Surprise, laughter, odd looks...but I know that regardless of her size...
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    garnshot:
    Thanks!
    anoukevil:
    Such a cutie 
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    So one particular night...

    I had a date. It was a second date...which for me, is cooking for that someone. I had a rehearsal with my students, then I began preparations. For me, this is a pretty serious deal. I had it all planned...the food(chicken parmigiana), the table, candles, flowers...the whole deal. Many would say, "Just trying to get laid", but...
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    I don't know how else to put this

    It's taken me so long to do this
    Falling asleep and I can't see straight
    My muscles feel like a melee
    My body's curled in a U-shape
    I put on my best but I'm still afraid

    Propped up by lies and promises
    Saving my place as life forgets
    Maybe it's time...
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    Well I have to say that initially the new site Shit The Bed...bad. But now that it seems to be working correctly for the most part I can see the potential. So...I'm on board now.

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    So...I've been terrible with this blog thing. I keep telling myself that it is something I should stay on and keep up with. So once again I'm going to attempt to do just that and make this more often.

    Guess what is weighing on me right now is the many changes over the past year....

    For many years ever since high school...
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    tourniquette:
    thank you so much for your support!"
    jungla:
    Im sure they love you like u love them, they gonna remember you for ever, beautiful blog, sweet pictures, everything brings something good and new, take a vacations a enjoy your self smile
    thank you for your love, have a great night miao!!
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    laurah:
    Thank you!
    Men with beard > Men. biggrin
    lyamoon:
    :)
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    Quite fucking aggravated...I am so tired of seeing new sets go into review and get dissed just because the girl is not "playboy magazine" worthy...just because they aren't' what society says is beautiful...its bullshit. that is not what SG is supposed to be about. SG is supposed to be about empowering women and seeing women shed all inhibitions to show what...
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    euphemia:
    thank you so much for supporting my set!! <3 miao!!
    cendres:
    I would be in FP, so thanx for helping to do that with your love on my new setkisskiss
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    garnshot:
    Jaune very welcome
    lethal:
    thanks a lot for u support on my new set, this is so important to me biggrin