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I went to the doctor's yesterday. My appointment was at 8 a.m. That's middle of the night for me. I was half asleep when she came in. She was like that young blonde doctor from the MTV skits. Totally chipper and cheerful and bouncy.

She loved my SG shirt.

"In the GI community, normal can be twice a day to the extreme of one every...
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baudot:
This sounds like a story.
niccie:
my daughter has totally moved on, she's just done with the whole thing, as for him I've no idea we haven't seen him since court and then he looked like he was going to kill himself..seriously.
Fuck knows how he feels now he's been forced to move and lose his friends. They're fucking evil. blackeyed
But just to clarify we didn't ask for him to be moved, they asked us to move our daughter and we told them to fuck off..so they moved him! shocked
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I would love to know what the fuck is up with my stomach.

I think I've slept maybe half an hour tonight.

I'm boarding a plane at 9 a.m. Whee for no sleep.

Stomach is fucking burning and my mind is feeling so restless. I hope this isn't a premonition.
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obd:
have you tried the prilosec?
oryon:
eeeep. be safe, ok?
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Despite having many wonderful things going on in my life, I'm sad tonight. I'll do this in list format.

Wonderful

Primary is amazing. Despite my best attempts to convince him to run very fast and very far away, he sticks around, even promising me the same promise RS made. He loves that I motivate him. I love that I get to embrace my inner bossiness...
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baudot:
Aye, The Man burns the Saturday before Labor Day.
fr3ak:
I try not to dwell on the fact of feeling like I've done nothing with my life. Knowing full well there are a lot of things I can be proud of. Sometimes its just hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. (that wasn't corny at all)

I agree with your comments to companionship. As much as I would like to just be independent enough to be happy by myself I miss having someone.

It was good seeing you at brunch by the way. smile
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The primary is trying to be a fashion designer. So far he's tried to convince me a flannel lumberjack dress would be awesome and he just tried rearranging my cotton v neck t to maximize the amount of skin showing.

Can we say, "Gay?"
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nementh:

toothpickmoe said:
So...he takes it up the butt? confused



What what?

perfectequation:
lumberjack dress would be cute, but i love plaid and i make a lumber'jill' hoodie....so i'm pretty biased.
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Strangely I feel restless, unhappy, nervous, like time isn't moving correctly. Something just doesn't feel right.

Maybe it's that it's so damn hot in my apartment (Did I finally adapt to the cold weather of the primary's location?!)

Maybe it's that my flight back today was delayed two hours, nearly causing me to be late to work, actually causing me to almost pass out at...
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nementh:
Wanna get lunch on Saturday before you have to go to work?
nonsense:
yes, you would think so especially since 100% liable for having made the left turn into me. but, his insurance company is taking its sweet ass time.

i'm sorry things are still blar. something for you to consider (if you will): sometimes it's not even a function of whether people are "soulmates" but a function of timing in their respective lives. and, please don't under-value yourself in the situation. you are not un-deserving of happiness and you can and will find it and it's just as much dependent on someone else taking the time to make you feel fulfilled as it does you fulfilling what he "wants" in his significant other. you are not deficient.
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I am topless, playing on the primary's computer. What an awesome weekend.
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ivarr:
Picture, or it didn't happen wink
toothpickmoe:
I'm in my underwear, drinking a beer. Yeah, somehow that doesn't conjure up visions of sugarplums...
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koleeta:
they might be as smart as Jesus (or someone who is very smart) but if they can't communicate clearly then it's useless.
koleeta:
how was your weekend btw?
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Went out with baudot last night. During dinner (at a nifty place with stupid coi -- they refused to eat!), the lovely Alex asked if she could join us.

We met up at baudot's place, played with the pigs for a bit then headed out to see Ocean's 13. This is where the fun and adventure began.

First we couldn't find parking. There was...
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shal:
Ahahaha, I was playing with hot rollers and gave myself sorority girl hair! RIGEL MADE ME POST THOSE PICTURES.
shal:
Bean was like "Dude.. it looks like a WIG!" biggrin
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I am so bloody fucking exhausted.

I went to work at 12:30 p.m. I left at almost midnight. To be fair I did leave for lunch (about half an hour to 45 minutes). It doesn't seem to matter what I do. I'm always there super fucking late. Grrr.

I would give anything to crawl into RS's tonight.
obd:
go early, stay late and make sure someone important knows you're there. I hope it gets better soon.
obd:
Just make sure you don't sound like you're complaining.