Friday Aug 15, 2003

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Standing on the edge,
Feeling like your going to fall,
Deep into the black,
Into the arms of the demon within you.
Those feelings burning deep into your soul,
Taking you over, no control,
So struggle and fight, push the demons away,
Hide yourself in the dark,
Hide emotions away,
Cloak yourself in the pain.
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thecowboy:
...dammit...no luck last nite!...
blasfemme:
those were johns? oops, i thought they were confessionals...no wonder that dude told me i was a sick bitch...damn, and i thought god was reaching out to the heathens by providing that service...must be the blonde in me.

Friday Aug 15, 2003

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Well, the fuckers never called me back.
I guess no news is good news for now eh?

Think i'll go run around harriet and let some frustration out since there's no one to do violent foaming doggy around here with.

Have a most excellent weekend, peoples.
blasfemme:
check the SGTC group, there is a pixxa luce thread there. 15 kegs
and ME. what other reason do you need??? HA HA

warriors....come out and playyyyyyyyy....
invisigirl:
i have no idea what you're talking about in your post to my journal........

Thursday Aug 14, 2003

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Tomorrow could be big.

The weekend could be memorable.

I need smoke, update soon.
bok
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neodrunk:
The crazy spinning circles goin' round and round, the crazy spinning circles goin' round and round.

tonguemiao!!
neodrunk:
Natas just doesn't know any better... lol

tonguemiao!!

Thursday Aug 14, 2003

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All alone I pierce the chain, and all in all the sting remains, and dying eyes consume me now, the voice inside screams out loud... I am focused on what I am after, the key to the next open chapter... Every day a new deception, pick your scene and take direction, and all in all I search to connect but I don't wear a mask...
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neodrunk:
A little to excited, are we? This must be one of those butt ass morning posts where you're still trying to figure out which is your head, and which is your ass. Have you figured it out yet?
thecowboy:
...dammit Galen...dont let it get to ya...you forget youre surrounded by us assholes...anyways...hope youre havin a great mornin dude...its a decent day and looks like its gonna be spent outside...

Wednesday Aug 13, 2003

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All alone I pierce the chain, and all in all the sting remains, and dying eyes consume me now, the voice inside screams out loud... I am focused on what I am after, the key to the next open chapter... Every day a new deception, pick your scene and take direction, and all in all I search to connect but I don't wear a mask...
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nicolelee:
msn messenger = nicole13xxx@hotmail.com

i dont have a hotmail email addy though-- i dont know how i worked my way around that.

talk soon.

n*

Wednesday Aug 13, 2003

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All alone I pierce the chain, and all in all the sting remains, and dying eyes consume me now, the voice inside screams out loud... I am focused on what I am after, the key to the next open chapter... Every day a new deception, pick your scene and take direction, and all in all I search to connect but I don't wear a mask...
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Tuesday Aug 12, 2003

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Distance




































Sucks..



Don't even bother.

puke
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nicolelee:
when people are too close for comfort, that also sucks.

in response to my journal... im not going to involve myself with gary at all anymore. like i said, if anything, just friends.
however, last night he called me at 1130 to see what i was doing, and wanted to know if i wanted to "swing by" his house (which is about 20 minutes away, actually... what?i drive 20 minutes to get milk? no... that's not "swinging by", thats a fucking HIKE)... i said "for what?" and he said " to talk..." and i got my motherly-tone with him, explaining that if his people and him dont stop pestering me and riding my dick about whats going on between us (which, im sure you can tell by now is *nothing*), then i wouldnt talk to him at all anymore.
i could feel the dagger go into his side as i hung up.

*sigh*

and by the way... who calls you at 1130 to see if you want to just chill or talk. if its 1130 and bars close at 2... then im either AT WORK or im already out on a mission to get drunk. what a fuckin idiot.

lets talk-- you, natas, amazed, and i... about me coming out. october.

n*
thecowboy:
...yup, Galen, shes comin up here...lets make it happen...next weekend...river campin...case your interested...im bringin girls...

Tuesday Aug 12, 2003

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Worm erradicated, job interview went well, sales side thing looking good...wait...~checking fridge~ Alcohol supply seems low.... Note to self, must replenish soon.

Another Note to self, blow up doll manufacturer's claims of "THREE FUCTIONING ORIFICES WAITING TO BE VIOLATED!!" appear false seeing as i only discovered two. Hmmm..... More investigation needed.

confused
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nataskaput:
sounds like your doll is defective you should return it and get a new one
slinkster:
well... i will be starting my co op for school soon, so i'm not too worried. thanks for the advice though. i should have done that sooner. it's a shame the economy sucks.

hahaha. blow up doll eh? that made me smile. lots. thanks. smile

Tuesday Aug 12, 2003

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FUCKER : WORM_MSBLAST

MISSION : TO FUCK YER SYSTEM UP WHILE IT WAITS UNTIL THE 16TH OF THIS MONTH TO SHOOT MASS AMOUNTS OF SHIT AT MICROSOFT FROM EVERY POOTER IT'S INFECTED.

PROBABILITY THAT YOU HAVE IT : HIGH

I dunno why these pricks are always writing little programs that screw up everyone's pooter, but here we go again. It's virus time.

I spent nearly...
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neodrunk:
Actually my IT guy had us do a series of downloads over the previous week to make sure that we didn't get it. Phew, one less thing to worry about.

Totties, sure. I don't have that much time tonight, I'm meeting a friend about possibly buying me out at nine. Congrat's on the good interviews... seemingly usually painful being verbally poked and proded. Did you wanna do Champps? I'd assume that you're thinking MG?

tonguemiao!!
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neodrunk:
kewl

Sunday Aug 10, 2003

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So i was werkin on the house today and a young girl rolled bi on her blades. Tank top, shorts...glistening... But my first thought wasn't, "wow..i'd like to see her bent over bi the river and have a shot!".... It was, "wow....I wonder if there'll ever come a day when she realizes what it is she wants....needs...if her life will ever allow enough time for...
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scylla:
I like that entry. Introspective... it's weird to know someone for a long time and to see how your paths diverge... but also it's a good way to constantly re-evaluate your own choices.
neodrunk:
Maybe you, Smitty and myself need to have a "work" support group...

tonguemiao!!
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