galaxy42

Love..?

Is it? Was it? Might it be in the future?
I'm living a life in limbo at the moment.
Hard to tell which--if any--of the three it could (have) be(en).


I (en)joy speak(ing) in (parent)hetical snippet(s).

Portland seems so far away right now. I feel lost. Ohio is an empty place. There isn't much for me here. I visited my grandfather in the hospital...
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Bored.

Bored-bored-bored...

What a crap-tacular week.

I have the theme from Dr. Who beating through my brain. I'm trying very hard to sort out just why that is. I find it a wee bit disturbing on some levels, yet oddly comforting on others.

Everything that follows will have absolutely no relevance to that fact.

I moved home because my grandfather is failing. Rapidly. I picked a random date, set it as...
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I'm not sure how often I'll be able to log on over the next week... so... be good.

So long, Portland.

Adding to "The List":

Try an open mic night at a comedy club... maybe. If I can create 10 minutes worth of halfway funny material, I'll give it a shot. It frightens the hell out of me to be the focal point of a big room full of strangers, but... "you never know until you try".

In a related note:

Made of awesome = dmac...
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continued:

demonic apparition: "It's not over yet, you know..."

me : "I know..."

demonic apparition: "We're only just getting started."

me : "So am I..."


Passive by A Perfect Circle

demonic apparition: "How do you feel?"

me : "I've felt better..."

demonic apparition: "Are you dead yet?"

me : "No, not yet..."


Dragonfly by My Brightest Diamond

The List explained...

To do once I get back to Ohio:

• Take a creative writing class.

Once upon a time, I was actually a half-way decent writer. And I enjoyed it. Over the years, I've formed outlines in my head for about 6 or 7 different stories. I'd love to finally put one of them in print. Every time I make an attempt at it,...
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To do once I get back to Ohio:

• Take a creative writing class.


• Take a Krav Maga class.


• Finish producing my soon-to-be-former band's first EP.


• Get myself into therapy.


• Start work on the documentary.


• Find a new band.


• Find love.


• Be happy.

I think I can probably achieve at least 50% of the items on that list...

I watched the X-Files religiously as a teen. I couldn't get enough. I thought it was one of the best shows on television. It started slipping near the end (with the loss of Duchovny), and I drifted away during those years, but it still always held a place in my top ten list of favorite TV shows. When the new movie came out this past...
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