galaxy42's SuicideGirls Blog

I'm over 2,400 miles away for my daughter's first Christmas (not that she'll really celebrate it... her mother is Jewish)... but still... suck-o-rama.

To make it a bit worse, my girlfriend will be out of town doing the same thing that I'll be doing in town--visiting a grandparent who might not make it to another X-mas.

It's the biggest one-two punch of "have a shitty...
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harlough:

I'm sorry about all that stuff

Dec 21, 2009

lolablu:

Hang in there. Thankfully, Christmas comes but once a year.

Dec 23, 2009

Feel like I've been run over by a truck.
Joints... stiff. Muscles... tight. Head... swimming. Sinus hell...

Blah.

lolablu:

Is it the swine plague?

Dec 11, 2009

dmac:

Ummm, that was me driving that truck.

Sorry, eh...

Dec 14, 2009

It comes less frequently these days, but still it comes. The overwhelming urge to chew on the business end of a shotgun... I thought I was finally past all of those thoughts and feelings. It's starting to seem like I'll never get away from them.

I need to find a good job soon. I need the medical benefits, or at very least a healthy chunk...
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amarena:

I've always loved that art piece. Stark and lovely.

Regarding your blog, my hubby still struggles with suicidal thoughts, so my heart goes out to you hun. (((Big Hugs)))

Dec 10, 2009

lolablu:

I'm sorry you're going through this. I'd love to talk sometime soon.

Dec 10, 2009

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queeniex:

Oh my me, you have a little person, amaaazing! What a cutie! Well, that right there's a reason to start Christmas meaning something again (even if i do sound Coke advert schlocky!)!

Dec 8, 2009

lovebite:

I just re-joined SG.....I've missed you....your daughter is beautiful...how are things?

Jan 2, 2010

cirrus
Socrates
particle
decibel
hurricane
dolphin
tulip

...am I a real boy yet?

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lolablu:

Are those potential names?

Nov 6, 2009

dmac:

yeah.... I think you're for real at this point.
Congratulations! ♥

Nov 8, 2009

Last year at this time, I was looking and feeling better than I have for years. I was down to 185lbs. and going to the gym 5 times a week.

The last time I set foot on a scale (maybe a month and a half ago) I was near 240lbs. I'm pretty sure I've gained a few since then. I don't even want to know...
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harlough:

i know....i almost wish they'd screen them a little more rigidly.......

Nov 2, 2009

I just cut loose a sizable chunk of dead weight from my friends list. Most were inactive members. It felt good to clean house. I'm probably overdue for a revision on the groups list as well. That's next on the chopping block.

Weekly checkup with the midwife tomorrow morning. I'm tired of waiting. I want to meet my daughter.

My leg feels like it's on...
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katemonster:

awesome! thanks!

Oct 29, 2009

missknox:

watch some classics! the shining .. silence of the lambs .. halloween .. dawn of the dead!

Oct 31, 2009

The sun was going down and shining brightly in the faces of Little Sir and Big Junior. They sat just inside of Big Junior's garage on lawn chairs that were 30 years old and needed mending. A small wooden table sat between them. It was crafted with the greatest care by Big Junior. The bottle of whiskey sat upon it like a king. Little Sir...
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