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I always enjoyed the shows, the vegan food, the environment... But I've never get to become straight edge... I'm only vegetarian and i still didn't stop drinking.... But after my recent episodes I've been thinking about it...

We destroy ourselves for a moment of happiness... Because we are fucking unhappy, I'm trying so hard to make my life better and be a better person to...
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Pressure, depression, loneliness, low salaries, shared cabin, restrictions, rules... Just a few of the things we have to do/follow. I should be grateful that i have a job, i am, but with the cost of my health and my sanity. I was never a heavy drinker or abused of drugs, but here I went to the bottom, I was drinking everyday, until the day I...
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oldun65:
I hope the rest of the time flies by for you and you get to the end in one piece. If you can talk to friends on here to try and ground you so you remember the good to come after your contract πŸ˜πŸ’•πŸ’•
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I'll try to share a little bit more about me, right now I'm writing from the middle of the ocean... WHaT? you are probably asking yourself.. yes, I work on a ship, of course I can't say the name of the company otherwise I'll be fired, we are not allowed to post naked pictures online, we should keep a "good posture", its in my contract....
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pp1985:
Just read it after I met you yesterday during the stream. Very interesting... I am curious about working hours. How does it work? And how much can you enjoy the facilities? Feel free to message me if you prefer. Thank you!