Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

fuzzyky

Louisville Ky

Member Since 2007

Followers 36 Following 69

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Saturday Aug 25, 2007

Aug 25, 2007
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
Well; lesse......................

If ya wanna hear a grown man cry... Read on.

I might as well dump my fears here.

I have spent the last "how" many months talking about my paramedic class????

I've said that I'm a graduate,(and I am); I've talked about the clinicals I need to do(and I've got 62 hrs left to go); and I also report that I still have yet to start my ride-time(FIVE Hundred hours)..............

SO............ WTF could go wrong?????

Well, citizens............. Lemme tell ya.

I have committed the cardinal sin of having been TARDY for 3 (THREE) shifts in the last 365 days.

Actually.... it's 4 days. But the first 3 were enough to have gotten my ass in the sling.

If you've read even one of my last few blogs......... You know that my POV (privaetly owned vechicle) has been in the shop for 5 weeks. As a result of that ... I was late 3 times trying to get to work either; on the bus, or a cab, or w/ friends..........

NEVER yet have I called in sick. Never yet have I not made it to ride my area....

But I HAVE been late. 4 times. All were my "fault". And as I'm a grown-up..........They're ALL my fault.

I OWN each and every one of 'em.

So; I now get to hold my breath, and see if Command will bust me the fuck up.

And BEFORE any of you start to tell me that Command wouldn't possible shit-can me for that lil thing.............

I'll tell You...............................................

I "EXPECT" to be throw out of Medic class.

So, Very soon..... I'll be the EX-paramedic student Know as Fuzzy..................



I "WILL" fight on. I WILL stay here and soldier on...

But I gotta tell you..... This is a big, massive, waste of a resource. (bootin' my ass that is)

The Medics that I respect STILL feel good when they hear on the radio that Medic 277 is responding w/ them.

The Medics that I respect STILL tell me to do stuff that an extra set of medic hands would do; IF an extra set of Medic hands were available.

and they STILL walk into a scene, and take; at face value; ON MY WORD, the report I give them.........................

SO..... Come hell or high water; I'm STILL the ass-whippin'-est tech you've never not met.

I just fully expect to (soon) NOT be the paramedic student that you all have encouaged all this time.

Despite ALL your great words....... I figure I've put my own dick in my own ear.

I will tell you one thing.

If MY mother needed care... I'd let Me care for her.

If your mother needed care.... I'd hope that you'd feel comfortable lettin' me care for her too.

THAT is the yard-stick "I" use.

Thx for all ya'll's encouragement to date...........................

Will advise.

KEEP FINGERS CROSSED...........................................................................

F

VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
dmac:
I totally admire your ability to accept responsibility and own up to the accountability part of all this. It's very grown up and it's a very responsible attitude to have, but DOOOOOOD!!!!!!! With the type of reputation you've earned and the skills you obviously possess, there's got to be some way for "conditional status" or some sort of probationary thing. I profess total ignorance to the system under which you guys work, but why would someone with an obvious love of the job and outstanding capabilities be so quickly dismissed for "tardies" that are related to a situation that is totally temporary (e.g., car trouble). What's your recourse for this?

aaaaack! puke

Keep me posted and I"ll keep my fingers crossed, too.
kiss
Aug 26, 2007
annisa:
Aug 26, 2007

More Blogs

  • 11.09.09
    0

    Monday Nov 09, 2009

    Just finished my long 3-day weekend. Worked 4 hrs of voluntary overt…
  • 10.23.09
    2

    Friday Oct 23, 2009

    At work just starting the first day of my 3 day weekend.... and it ra…
  • 10.18.09
    0

    Sunday Oct 18, 2009

    Just sittin' here flipping back and forth between the baseball game a…
  • 10.08.09
    1

    Thursday Oct 08, 2009

    Well lesse.... Myself and two of my brothers made it home last wee…
  • 09.08.09
    0

    Tuesday Sep 08, 2009

    Yes Holden.. Your correct, an update is in order. biggrin The trou…
  • 04.15.09
    3

    Wednesday Apr 15, 2009

    First off.............. I FUCKING HATE THIS NEW FORMAT!!!! I mean I …
  • 03.31.09
    1

    Tuesday Mar 31, 2009

    Well....... Lesse. I'm still suspended w/o pay. If this goes on a…
  • 03.28.09
    0

    Sunday Mar 29, 2009

    God Damn-it....... For the life of me .... I can not make myself …
  • 03.21.09
    0

    Sunday Mar 22, 2009

    So...... Kentucky is doing her best to fire Spring up. It's lovely…
  • 03.19.09
    2

    Thursday Mar 19, 2009

    The weather is warning up, the sun is shining, and my 3-day off weeke…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
11
months
22
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,608 SuicideGirls
  • 0 followers
  • 14,964,548 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,502,302 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo