Today...
I got another job rejection.. 5 years of college and I keep getting these rejections. And I really can't seem to figure it out. So I'm sitting here, drinking, chainsmoking (btw started smoking again after I started getting rejected in February), and trying to figure it out. I really tried to plan out college so I would have a job at the end. Didn't party, didn't have fun. I focused, studied hard, I made dean list, I'm graduating honors, honor society officer Fashion Society officer, blah blah blah everything I could think of and commit myself to. Worked full time to put myself through college and even got promoted at freakin Target. But whatever, because all of my classmates who drank and partied and didn't work are getting jobs. So in conclusion I am going to start my dead end life in student loan debt and I didn't even have any college fun like I was supposed to.
And p.s. I'm not even sad right now I'm just so drunk on my cheap wine I'm rambling again.
OH and I have a jobs spreadsheet for all the jobs I have applied to and their status. I am at 27 now.
So if anyone out there wants to hire me, I don't care what I do anymore (that's enticing right, haha) I will move anywhere! I like adventure. I'm thinking about becoming a career criminal. (I just watched the devil's rejects- it gets me thinking...)
xoxo!
I got another job rejection.. 5 years of college and I keep getting these rejections. And I really can't seem to figure it out. So I'm sitting here, drinking, chainsmoking (btw started smoking again after I started getting rejected in February), and trying to figure it out. I really tried to plan out college so I would have a job at the end. Didn't party, didn't have fun. I focused, studied hard, I made dean list, I'm graduating honors, honor society officer Fashion Society officer, blah blah blah everything I could think of and commit myself to. Worked full time to put myself through college and even got promoted at freakin Target. But whatever, because all of my classmates who drank and partied and didn't work are getting jobs. So in conclusion I am going to start my dead end life in student loan debt and I didn't even have any college fun like I was supposed to.
And p.s. I'm not even sad right now I'm just so drunk on my cheap wine I'm rambling again.
OH and I have a jobs spreadsheet for all the jobs I have applied to and their status. I am at 27 now.
So if anyone out there wants to hire me, I don't care what I do anymore (that's enticing right, haha) I will move anywhere! I like adventure. I'm thinking about becoming a career criminal. (I just watched the devil's rejects- it gets me thinking...)
xoxo!