fuck:
so today was odd...i worked straight through today no lunch just motivation to get home.a fucking ten hour day though...i'm realizing that i'm not cut out for this tire changing bullshit and another thing was that some people shouldn't own tattoo guns....but i guess to each his own. i really need to start getting my tattoo ideas down on paper more...and save the money for a gun or two...how hard could it possibly be right? i figure if i save all my pennies through the summer then by august i should my first guns...i will not be stoopid i will buy both a liner and a shader. also there will be a steralizer. i thought about it all day though i am getting a rotting sacred heart with the words dead inside tattoo next to it...inspired by one of hottest girls i've ever seen...katie...anyway i want to get my shit straightened out and get on with life...i figured this out on my ride into work while listening to scarlet all the way in...god they are good...too bad the pussies at work can't take hardcore...it would make the day go by so much faster....and if they weren't racist i could put in atmosphere or aesop rock but hip hop isn't really allowed either....all that but we can listen to sepultura and slayer. god they suck... anyway i have no friends on here and i'm talking to myself here. its cool cause at least i know i'm listening....i like to use periods. they're cool. you know what was cool is we snuck in posion the well today...granted it was the new record and wasn't as "screamy" as older ptw but i was happy for a while. another thing that sux is that derek is an asshole...i give this kid a ride everytime i close with him but he treats me like i'm an asshole. i mean i know i am its me but its like a different type of asshole....its not the funny kind its the dick kind...i want to beat his ass constantly but i hold back cause he's 19 and doesn't know the "real" world...one day he'll get his and i'll laugh and kick him while he's down just to be a dick...god i wish he would have gone to jail in january that would have been great too bad for parents with money to bail their kids out and get them lawyers/attornies. god if my kid was like him i'd kill him literally, i would put him out of my misery. some people should just be aborted. we all know the type...but moving on its hard trying to fiure out exactly what's going to make me happy in the long run...if i continue my degree i'll be a "communication designer" well actually an interactive designer but i'm so not cut out for corporate america but i''l make boat loads of money....if i do tattoos i'll do alright money wise...if i do cars i'll do alright, if i try to do art or music i'll die of starvation. but what really makes me happy? i haven't a clue and i can't just pick one either...they all do... any way good by for today.
