fuck

hi. i dumped him and clocked him in the ear and kicked him in the ass and went and picked up all my stuff in under 15 minutes. i think that's the world's fastest breakup.
i'm sorry about your hand, that must have been a painful reminder, and for days afterward.
hmmmm. on to bigger and better things!!
v'exxa

Someone's in a salty mood.

Awe is that for me? Love ya too, J!

*hugs*

I won't tell you it'll get better or anything cheesy like that.

What I'm going to tell you- listen closely- is that its ok to be fucked up right now.

If you weren't, you'd be in denial. And be like millions of other people out there who have forgotten how to feel and therefore are just generally assholes.

So, its ok. And we need to hang out sometime when I am not drunk.

.dude, I don't have knuckles on my pinky and ring finger...for the exact same reasons...but I'll never stop punchin' shit....it made me the man I am today. yup.

ha... i'm not waving i'm drowning... that guy RULES

well, 2 years of art history i guess does make me useful for something... umm like recognizing things. but klimt is also one of my favorite painters

well i hope things work out & go smooth, all the changes and such. i know it can be stressful , well, since i am trying to do the same sort of things, but it all works out as it should

booooo...ill call you later. love u

Dude...if a 2 legged dog can learn to walk and beat the odds...you can do it.

Proof

Get on the ball, and two feet...And stop being a mangina!

aww hun..
want a hug? perhaps ill dance?

Some days, sun. Some days, clouds.

Life is a rhythm. It is just a centrifugal and centripetal rhythm. Everything falls apart and comes together, falls apart and comes together ........

I get that but the falling apart and coming together know no timing. You don't decide the rhythm. You're just part of it. Exist in it, don't fight it. The part cannot conquer the whole. Ok, just read this:

Existence is vast and you cannot force your own ways on it. You have to watch where it is going and you have to follow.

An ignorant man is always pushing the river according to his idea. A wise man has no ideas of his own. He is simply watching where nature flows; he flows with it. He has no ego to push; he has no conflict with nature. He is not trying to conquer nature; he understands the foolishness of it, that it cannot be conquered.

The goal is not a fixed phenomenon. Everywhere is the goal, you only have to allow it. Every moment is the peak, you have to allow it.

No more of this, "I can get THAT?" Of course you can. Maybe your past hasn't been indicative of this. Do what you need to do. If things don't work out the way you intend, remember there will be something else. Somewhere. Everywhere.

Dammit! 'Cause I said so!

[Edited on Mar 30, 2005 2:09AM]

I do art and work and mope about homework without actually getting any done. It's amazing that I've gotten this far in college--in fact, I'm amazed that I'm getting out in 4 years with a 3.5 GPA. (Well, unless this current semester has anything to do with it...)

Dave....

Don't Dave....

I can feel it....



Dave...





Dave....

You're alot more grown up than I think you realize...You'll find out soon enough though. Standing on your own two feet, outside the reach of anyone's shadow will prove that to you, and everyone around you.

You know I love you girl, just prep with lube, I'll be there.

Leave and leave now!

Getting the hell out of my go-nowhere hometown was the best thing I ever did with my life.

While driving I wrote notes on everything I could, whether it made sense or not. After writing it out at home, I've found it to be quite scary. There was a definite message.

Oh and Tom Waits, The Piano has been Drinking. I win.