fuck

i don't know why i'm going in and out of stuff lately. i have mixed signals from brain to heart about something. i should bite the bullet and say fuck it but i can't. something doesn't feel quite right. so i can't stop. though my brain says bail now, i feel like the captain of a sinking ship and i'm going down with it.


thunderstorms are headed my way.

so to those who are my friends, one question for you.

if you feel like you don't know me well enough don't respond, but to those that do, Why do you value my friendship and keep me around?