fuck

Its amazing how one day after many many months of feeling like ass, you can wake up fine. I woke up yesterday. I felt awesome. Again today.

I have alot going on still. I guess life will always be that way.

You know i talk to a lot of people. I cherish all my friends. I've met a lot of cool people. I've seen a lot of people leave this world, this life. I've seen and met people who just leave me. I think that there people you are meant to meet. I think there are people in life that you meet and even if you only know them for a short time, They provide you with strength and knowledge. No matter what happen, No one and nothing can take that away.

Its not really an epiphany. I think its something we all know. But it's something we all take for granted( or most of us). I talked with someone for most of the day yesterday. We really knew nothing about one another. We talked about everything and nothing. And today, I woke up went to work (to those who know me, you know i hate my job) and worked with a sense of happyness i had not had in quite sometime. I really think it was the conversations that helped. When you have an open line of communication with someone you barely know, you normally hold back. But in this one instance, I didn't hold back. It felt good.

so anyway before i get too sappy, bad news. I found out that a watch i had lost was stolen by a kid at work. I know he has it. He knows I know he has it. Everyone at work knows he has it. But I can't prove it. But I baited his ass. If he gives me the watch back this exact thing will happen. I will punch out. I will make him punch out. I will beat the fuckin piss out of him. Throw the watch in his face and say this "Now you can have it, Fuckin thief! you earned it!"


the nugget of joy-
"I will beat the livin' shit out him! Oh yes, I will. I hate fuckin' thieves."