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This morning I woke up on my own in bed for the first time in a week. It was truly unsettling and it's only been a week. Never have I felt so comfortable around someone else as I have with Kaikai and I have had the most incredible time with her. Just knowing she was around was hugely calming and I am going to miss her every second we're apart. Getting to December when I go to New York is going to be extremely difficult. I'm tempted just to fly back with her now even though that would be insane.

I'm not really sure this says what I want to. It's the best I can do right now though. The right words just don't seem to be there to describe how I feel.