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freyja

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2020 and only two months in.

Feb 16, 2020
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It’s 2020 and only two moths in, already mentally and physically drained myself.
The jokes on me it seems, every small step of happiness seems to be pushed back by another mental break or heart break or stupid thing I said when my brain was on fire. Truthfully my brain seems to always be on fire, angry fire, sad fire, overthinking fire. Self made black holes sucking my brain in and never letting me out. I’ve already set too many things on fire this year. The hope of new is gone and the hopelessness of everything is all I feel.
this is just the ramblings of a sad mind. Tired and lonely. Angry at the world for never giving me anything beautiful for longer than a moment... just enough to taste and love but never long enough to really feel the joy it should bring. It leaves and I’m hurt. Over and over and over it seems to go. Samples of what happiness is and then it’s gone.

I’m too tired of this.

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kungfury:
Yeah I'm on the same boat too bud. My DM box is open if you want to chat, I'm all ears or eyes in this case. Anyway I do hope things will get better for you soon @freyja you're not alone. I actually recommend Youper, it's a mental health app I've been using a lot. I recommend it. I do hope things will get better for you soon mate. Sending hugs to you!!
Feb 16, 2020
ksew:
Oh I am sorry to hear that dear. I wish I could do something to help you. Be strong. All the darkness will be gone one day. Sending you my good vibes and big hugs.
Mar 21, 2020

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