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Okay, I just signed up for NaNoWriMo. Write a 50K word book in a month... sure.
I'll give it a shot. I'm not going to go too nuts over it since I have a new job to be starting and a test I'm studying for in December anyway.
I figure I'll spend a day or two on some kind of basic outline and just...
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synfull:
good luck on your novel writing adventure, that sounds interesting...thanks for the TAG, I'll be posting it as soon as I stop avoiding the opportunity to sit down and think about myself...check this coincidence: I had just broken up with my ex-girlfriend a few months earlier and was on my way to a therapy apointment, going up the elevator to my psychiatrists office, probably to still talk about her and how she crushed my heart, when SHE walks in the elevator. I asked her what she was doing there and she said she WORKED in the building. I got off one floor below the top floor, so she worked one floor above where my psychiatrist's office was. of all the buildings in Los Angeles...
abyssia:
no reason to bag a lunch - you seem imaginative enough to dream one up for all of us!
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Huh.
I'll reduce it to -- social interacion, it be buggin me out.
Still learning that one.
Kind of like baseball. Mostly strikes, spitting on the ground, scratching your nuts, and then a hit here and there.
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marlowe:
Umpire: Perhaps you chastised her too vehemently. Good rule of thumb: treat each of these girls as you would treat your mother.

Jimmy Dugan: Did anyone ever tell you, you look like a penis with that little hat on?

(a league of their own was my favorite movie when I was younger Too bad there wasn't as much nut scratching as there should have been whatever )


[Edited on Oct 17, 2005 12:34AM]
fpkk:
Social interaction is like Texas Hold 'Em keep throwing in your hand until you get a good one. Then bet big.
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Last night Ativan was my friend. A good way to end a stressful day when you're trying to get a good night's sleep. I don't dare break into the liquid morphine.

Today I oversaw roof repair. Later I ordered japanese textbooks speaking japanese.

Tommorow... something will happen. Exactly what that is remains a mystery. As always...


Life's not asking you the question you think it...
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curiosity:
Sankyu dake?
Atashi wa ikkyu da yo, IKKYU.

Curi.
synfull:
Lately life has been saying to me a lot, go have a Pepsi or a Coke or a Coffee. I have been listening. Sometimes it says to me, go have a chocolate milk. I know this is a very different message, and though I usually heed this advice as well, I think about what it means as compared to go have a Pepsi.
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Intensity -- the sudden rush
floating icy cold rapids, drifting frozen
Following gravel affairs of the shoreline
rush again, take away

Taking off, the drag
four second into orbit
satellites amiss, preoccupied wandering
looking down upon
the thermo-nimbulus emotional complex

Yank away
the glamour hatch mystery escape session
ten flights of fascination, a rope, a swinging door
Each western landscape panorama
has runaway train caboose...
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candycox:
Beautiful. I really love the last stanza: "acrid flaming hearts..." Really slides along the tongue.

Hope you're doing well. The damage on my car is fucking $500. FUCK!!! When it rains, it pours.

xoxo
fpkk:
I was tried and found not only rubbish but unemployed also. Oh well. Thees are the breaks. smile
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What a long day.
First I stayed up late again reading. I've been doing that the last week or so. I'm only getting about 5 hours sleep a night.
I got up this morning at 7am for a funeral after falling asleep around 2:30am. It was a navy funereal at a military cemetary. Funerals always tend to be a bummer of course. This was one...
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nicolletta:
jo jo jooo
tongue
candycox:
It was nice to finally meet you. Finally a "real person" to the name. tongue

xoxo
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Well, I've got nine gallons of gas and a pack of beef jerky.
That's about you all you need in this world.
That and the rigid boundaries, the leather straps
the bitter life force solution, heaving
Herbicidal blue
Barbicidal solution dissolving
bleaching this prison garb

Carefully I ride the desert freeway strands.
Precise three degrees towards oncoming traffic.
Sipping malt liquor at one liter per...
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fpkk:
I think that the reason HST was so interesting when completely mashed off his face was because the drugs to him were not the point of doing anything. They were like a means to an end which was to write about important aspects of American culture from the point of view of a frighteningly intelligent lunatic mashed off his tits on drugs.

Now that's class. biggrin

Regular drug takers don't get it I reckon it's like going parachuting and obsessing about the weave of the silk.
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So I was thinking about the word "invisible".
There's no way to say that you can't see something without it involving a negative.
You can say "invisible", "unseen", or whatever but no single word on it's own for it.
It's different though for other aspects such as sound or movement. You have "inaudible" but also, "silent". There's "immobile", but also "still".
Where's the single word...
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synfull:
thanks fred, for giving a shit.

oh yeah, i think being visible is overrated. there's a lot to be said for seeing, but i'm not all that into being seen.
fpkk:
ethereal?
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Man, I had some fuh-up dreams and sleeping last night.
I woke about a half dozen times each time in some wierd position: sideways, backwards, out of the covers. One factor I think is my window. There's no window covering but the window gets a lot of sun so I hung an old blanket from the roof for some shade. In the wind the blanket...
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mitsukai:
Thanks for the birthday wishes. biggrin
marlowe:
I have the weirdest dreams and apparently do the weirdest things in my sleep. Such as naked sleep walking. Last night I was sleeping in the same bed with someone and apparently rolled myself up in the blanket like a burrito and then kicked the person. They said I had a look on my face like I did it just to say fuck you, I have all the blanket!

As for the hands, I wonder what that is symbolic of. hmmmm......

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This whole thing with the Katrina strangely had not sunk in for me.
My friend Tom came out here about 2 1/2 weeks ago before any news of any storm to take his dad who is terminally ill back to New Orleans.
Well, now I have them both here indefinitely. So in a very direct and real way this is affecting me too. Tom doesn't...
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noir:
I tried to raise money for the victims, but only about 2 people were interested in buying naked pics of me for the cause.

Unfortunately, the things that make me miserable are not really things that I can live without. I need good people in my life.
jaime:
Bush doesn't care about POOR people!

You answered right. Except it is most common among teenage girls and older men.
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Hey!
I just met 6 suicidegirls in person tonight!
(...and some guy named Mike?whatever )

After work I decided on a whim to head north and check out the SG DVD signing at the Tower Records on Sunset Blvd.
Well seeing them all in the flesh and blood with their personalities in effect they were all even more attractive then just plain pixel photos....
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zenhell:
great journal entry

i read the whole herman hesse book cycle this summer

demian, siddhartha, steppenwolf, narcissus and goldmund

thanks for the warm welcome back

zh skull
ilsa:
I don't think he's messing with me. You should know my other exes whatever