Hey...
I like the new SG features:
SGs get to be in the friend mix, cool!
The reciprocal friends thing seems good.
Plus new profile questions, new layout, bug fixes for my Galeon browser.
^^^^^^^^^^
#3 - Difficulty at the Beginning works supreme success,
Furthering through perseverance.
Nothing should be undertaken.
It furthers one to appoint helpers.
...
The quality of strength is primordial real...
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I like the new SG features:
SGs get to be in the friend mix, cool!
The reciprocal friends thing seems good.
Plus new profile questions, new layout, bug fixes for my Galeon browser.
^^^^^^^^^^
#3 - Difficulty at the Beginning works supreme success,
Furthering through perseverance.
Nothing should be undertaken.
It furthers one to appoint helpers.
...
The quality of strength is primordial real...
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I better flip the journal page.
Last weekend I dumped out a couple of pages of what was going on... but then the submit button didn't work, and then what I wrote got lost
Last weekend I dumped out a couple of pages of what was going on... but then the submit button didn't work, and then what I wrote got lost
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sqook:
the intarweb ate your journal!
llona:
thanks. i am feeling somewhat better though for some reason the slightest thing pisses me off. And usually I am very patient and understanding.
maybe more solar flares or something.
but thanks for checking on me.
xo
maybe more solar flares or something.
but thanks for checking on me.
xo
What a heavy hellish week. About a ton of various crap has fallen on my head this week...
And the fire that nearly burnt down my house is only one of them! The fact that I now know that I have a house is another, etc.
It's coming at all directions.
Well, it was about time for a climactic convergence of multiple simultaneous life changing...
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sqook:
Wow; leave sg for a week or so and all sorts of crazy crap happens.
I'm glad to hear that you still have a house. I don't know if I ever told you this, but I'm actually originally from Colorado; I just go to school in Indiana. So yeah, the summer before last, we went through the same thing, ever day just waiting to see where the wind would blow and if we had to evacuate. Few things make you feel so helpless.
But, you seem to be among the housed, so that's a good thing. =) Lemme know what happens to you.... last I heard, the fires were slowing down (?).
I'm glad to hear that you still have a house. I don't know if I ever told you this, but I'm actually originally from Colorado; I just go to school in Indiana. So yeah, the summer before last, we went through the same thing, ever day just waiting to see where the wind would blow and if we had to evacuate. Few things make you feel so helpless.
But, you seem to be among the housed, so that's a good thing. =) Lemme know what happens to you.... last I heard, the fires were slowing down (?).
llona:
just stopping by to see if you're ok.
xoxo
xoxo
I've been meaning to update this journal entry since this morning.
You see last night I had wierd apocalyptic kind of dream. The details are already forgotten. Part of it somehow involved my brother's wife and her mother in my uncles garage. Hmm...
So I woke up from the dream and I wanted to write down the details before I forgot, but when I got...
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You see last night I had wierd apocalyptic kind of dream. The details are already forgotten. Part of it somehow involved my brother's wife and her mother in my uncles garage. Hmm...
So I woke up from the dream and I wanted to write down the details before I forgot, but when I got...
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llona:
i am sorry sorry sorry. i can't even imagine what that looks or feels like.
please take care.
xoxo
please take care.
xoxo
tegan:
awe ty dOll
It was a wierd night
I walked down the street only somewhat drunk
I appreciate the the character that is my town -- hippy/lowlife beach community. I moved here for the ocean, the character, and the lack of crowds and noise.
I see a fire truck, ambulance go down with sirens.
I walk by the cop cars and the cops, arms folded looking at the...
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I walked down the street only somewhat drunk
I appreciate the the character that is my town -- hippy/lowlife beach community. I moved here for the ocean, the character, and the lack of crowds and noise.
I see a fire truck, ambulance go down with sirens.
I walk by the cop cars and the cops, arms folded looking at the...
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sqook:
Cops are definitely assholes.... no matter what city/country you're in.
Oh, and how is it that you always seem to hit the nail on the fucking head? =) Been pondering the whole job thing, and I think I'll just not let it freak me out. Whatever happens, happens. I like you're rule of no-military, and I don't think that I could stomach that type of work, either. So aside from that, we'll see where the road takes me.
Oh, and how is it that you always seem to hit the nail on the fucking head? =) Been pondering the whole job thing, and I think I'll just not let it freak me out. Whatever happens, happens. I like you're rule of no-military, and I don't think that I could stomach that type of work, either. So aside from that, we'll see where the road takes me.
leavemehere:
indeed... it really ruined my day
didnt get to do anything that i was hoping for except drink some rum
and it sounds to me like you live possibly in ob
i used to live there
i dont miss it at all
hope your a little more drunk and a little less wise
being wise is overrated
lmh
didnt get to do anything that i was hoping for except drink some rum
and it sounds to me like you live possibly in ob
i used to live there
i dont miss it at all
hope your a little more drunk and a little less wise
being wise is overrated
lmh
10/14 == my birthday
Holy crap I'm 35 fuckin years old!!
Actually I was starting to brace for this since I was 33. "35" sounded horrible.
I was dreading it, but now it's actually pretty cool. It's a wierd kind of relief.
The hardest age for me was actually 25. That one blindsided me. I first noticed the first slightest receding of hairline. The first...
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Holy crap I'm 35 fuckin years old!!
Actually I was starting to brace for this since I was 33. "35" sounded horrible.
I was dreading it, but now it's actually pretty cool. It's a wierd kind of relief.
The hardest age for me was actually 25. That one blindsided me. I first noticed the first slightest receding of hairline. The first...
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jayne:
happy late birthday to you, fellow libra
xoxox
jayne
xoxox
jayne
llona:
yeah, it really is an amazing place.
I'll never forget walking from 9th and A to 7th and 14th early monday morning alone. it was amazing.
plus it's completely crazy romantic. i wanted to meet someone and be in central park and smooch a lot.
i'm really amazed at how little sleep i needed as well.
xoox
I'll never forget walking from 9th and A to 7th and 14th early monday morning alone. it was amazing.
plus it's completely crazy romantic. i wanted to meet someone and be in central park and smooch a lot.
i'm really amazed at how little sleep i needed as well.
xoox
10/14 == my birthday (35 fuckin years old!! 
*wheeze*.... *croak*... eh, most of my bloodline don't look or act their age anyway...
)
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I had a weird dream...
In it I was continually lost and confused and trying to get somewhere. That was the consistent theme.
I first remember being in a crowded stadium.
I'd go by the ticket booth, go under the concrete...
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*wheeze*.... *croak*... eh, most of my bloodline don't look or act their age anyway... )
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I had a weird dream...
In it I was continually lost and confused and trying to get somewhere. That was the consistent theme.
I first remember being in a crowded stadium.
I'd go by the ticket booth, go under the concrete...
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llona:
hmmm interesting dream. there is a theory that super mundane, vivid dreams are prescient.
It's cool that you were teaching english in japan. I used to teach english to chinese and korean students. I learned so much.
What part of Japan did you live in?
xox
It's cool that you were teaching english in japan. I used to teach english to chinese and korean students. I learned so much.
What part of Japan did you live in?
xox
oooh... new site design
This is totally appropriate for my state of mind.
my life:
Eat pork and gravy, and extra hot sauce, and chocolate peanut clusters, and lots of coffee and diet coke, and cotton candy.
Get in a tilt-a-whirl with a fifty pound bag of potatoes on your lap, and two big fat smelly guys by your sides.
Get in a long phone...
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This is totally appropriate for my state of mind.
my life:
Eat pork and gravy, and extra hot sauce, and chocolate peanut clusters, and lots of coffee and diet coke, and cotton candy.
Get in a tilt-a-whirl with a fifty pound bag of potatoes on your lap, and two big fat smelly guys by your sides.
Get in a long phone...
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zenhell:
the monkey says:
satori
satori
zenhell:
nothing current is also my favorite band
dream image #1 after getting more than 5 hours sleep all week: bright vivid squares of orange. Forget everything else.
dream image #2
a special kind of map book that was made of special kind of plastic for the pages. The edges of the sheets were uneven so it made it easy to turn to any page. An unusually tactile dream sensation. There was something...
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tegan:
i dont think that will work for some odd reason.
lol
i have to pay attention at work..
lol
lol
i have to pay attention at work..
lol
scylla:
Tactile dreams are awesome. I am in envy of you, good sir! I tip my hat.
Every day is an empty question mark.
I sat on a fine burgundy leather couch.
The coffee table had an intricate pattern of swastikas set in tile.
I was offered a cup of coffee in a tiny cup.
The thickness of the glass ashtray distorted the images of the pornographic cartoon magazines underneath.
Nowadays I'm waking up on the beach.
My face is always sunburnt....
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burn:
Heh yes Zapp is great. Never heard of EPMD though...
tegan:
haha no i dind't see him get stabbed.
i love that show... the all american violence...
did you see the one with the tall skinny white guy whos girlfriend was cheating on him with another girl and he caught her tied up in bed wearing the most fucked up shit with a baby jesus in the room and a flashing cross? the other girl was wearing a construction workers hat... it was the most fucking hillarious thing i have ever seen.
i saw a cheaters van outside of a restaurant i was in having breakfast the other day... i almsot shit my pants.. hahahha... LOVE cheaters.
i love that show... the all american violence...
did you see the one with the tall skinny white guy whos girlfriend was cheating on him with another girl and he caught her tied up in bed wearing the most fucked up shit with a baby jesus in the room and a flashing cross? the other girl was wearing a construction workers hat... it was the most fucking hillarious thing i have ever seen.
i saw a cheaters van outside of a restaurant i was in having breakfast the other day... i almsot shit my pants.. hahahha... LOVE cheaters.
is it your favorite?
MBV is My Bloody Valentine.
one of the bands that i love the most