i am sad.
and i hate being that girl sobbing her eyes out in the locked bathroom stall. And i dislike being the girl gripping her arm hoping to seal the cut via razor blade so she won't get blood all over herself.
i want to puke because i'm so nauseous with emotion.
i hate you. i really truly do.
my mind is hazy and...
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and i hate being that girl sobbing her eyes out in the locked bathroom stall. And i dislike being the girl gripping her arm hoping to seal the cut via razor blade so she won't get blood all over herself.
i want to puke because i'm so nauseous with emotion.
i hate you. i really truly do.
my mind is hazy and...
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w00t! glad to hear everyone enjoyed the christmas party.
*sigh* i did leave rather early... had work the next day... But if i had known i was going to miss out on a limo ride and breakfast at Denny's.. i would've pulled an all-nighter.
retrospect can be a cruel thing
M. is good. Sarcastic and bitchy as always.
.............
Made an ass out of myself...
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*sigh* i did leave rather early... had work the next day... But if i had known i was going to miss out on a limo ride and breakfast at Denny's.. i would've pulled an all-nighter.
retrospect can be a cruel thing
M. is good. Sarcastic and bitchy as always.
.............
Made an ass out of myself...
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godlessnerd:
werd up homes... hey editor, do you know what happened to my erotica book?
maliki:
thats a tasty pic...
copied from my IAM journal:
i'm just about to take a test and i'm doing deep breathing excercises... not quite helping just yet. Specific gravity, buoyancy... Specific gravity of water is 62.4 g/cubic ft ... i believe. Or 1000 kg/m squared... or am i just making that up? Shit, i am SO not going to pass this. ..or maybe i will.
what the difference between...
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i'm just about to take a test and i'm doing deep breathing excercises... not quite helping just yet. Specific gravity, buoyancy... Specific gravity of water is 62.4 g/cubic ft ... i believe. Or 1000 kg/m squared... or am i just making that up? Shit, i am SO not going to pass this. ..or maybe i will.
what the difference between...
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yawg:
Er.... sorry if I came across as a jerk. I brought a whole shit load of problems over with me from Victoria and unfortunately you got to see me dealing with them badly. Next time we meet I'll be way more fun.
malloreigh:
WHUT UP HOMESLICE
ps you have nice boobs
sorry for being a drunken ass and relentlessly hitting on you. XD
ps you have nice boobs
sorry for being a drunken ass and relentlessly hitting on you. XD
I'm feeling sadistic
Today's been a wonderful day. Absolutely thrilling.
last night was bunches of fun too.
megan's bringing me to the lush christmas party, and i'm bringing her to the SG one.
keith no longer exists as far as i'm concerned.
a certain ex that i never found closure with is coming to visit me this christmas. maybe i can finally put some old...
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Today's been a wonderful day. Absolutely thrilling.
last night was bunches of fun too.
megan's bringing me to the lush christmas party, and i'm bringing her to the SG one.
keith no longer exists as far as i'm concerned.
a certain ex that i never found closure with is coming to visit me this christmas. maybe i can finally put some old...
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mediapuzzle:
Are you working in the snow this season?
Mt Hotham - Victoria
Mt Hotham - Victoria
mediapuzzle:
Nuthin like fresh tracks 
I'm doing lots better!!!
thanks to everyone that asked
I'm very excited about this SG christmas party!!!
I didn't bleed for Keith. Let's just make this clear. I bled cuz my rebound rejected me. And so i was the most alone EVER.
and then, on that very same night i cut myself, Cam called me up and was like, "I'll be over in an hour"...
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thanks to everyone that asked
I'm very excited about this SG christmas party!!!
I didn't bleed for Keith. Let's just make this clear. I bled cuz my rebound rejected me. And so i was the most alone EVER.
and then, on that very same night i cut myself, Cam called me up and was like, "I'll be over in an hour"...
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paolodesade:
I'm glad your feeling better...if you ever need a shoulder to cry on, or bleed on, Let me know...Here a 
for you and a 
for anyone who hurts you.
[Edited on Dec 04, 2004 9:24AM]
for you and a for anyone who hurts you.[Edited on Dec 04, 2004 9:24AM]
mediapuzzle:
I like the strategically hanging bra.
All my clothes get left on the floor.
Do you wear a bra more than one day?
(just wondering)
All my clothes get left on the floor.
Do you wear a bra more than one day?
(just wondering)
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buttpeesupreme:
good god a photo set would be great
trebo:
Just checking in with you babe. Are you doing better?
*hugs* and a
*hugs* and a
its winter and i'm cold
there's a birthday bash tonight
a goodf riend of mine is finally turning 19!!
i believe i am going with Cam tonight but will have to call and check up.
so far, my schedule looks like this: sunday - work, dance class, bithday bash. monday - school, work. tuesday - school, tentative plans with taya. wednesday - school, movie with...
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clydeftones:
so not fair to wake a man up with thoughts that drift past beer, sex, or the immediate comfort of the pillow splattered against his face... no matter how deep the feelings are, it takes a few minutes to form a coherent thought/phrase/breath. such is man.
sorry aboot the lonelyness, hope its just a passing emotion, something that you can remedy with the peoples in your life, try not to uber think things. such is woman.
sorry aboot the lonelyness, hope its just a passing emotion, something that you can remedy with the peoples in your life, try not to uber think things. such is woman.
trebo:
Up to those wyley women tricks ehh?? The best remedy for getting the truth out of someone is get them drunk then ask the questions. Guys can't lie if they're drunk, it's our truth serum! 
You feeling lonely?? Now what's that all about??
Are we feeling a little insecure about ones self?
here's a to try and make you feel better
You feeling lonely?? Now what's that all about??
Are we feeling a little insecure about ones self?
here's a
to try and make you feel betterclydeftones said:
lol@ 'I'm wondering how many gifts i'm going to get this year'
we all think it, no one says it.
i don't want to sound greedy or nothing... It's just depressing when there's 5 or less gifts under the tree with my name on them. And my little sister always gets TONS.
So every late November.. i start wondering who's actually going to...
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swingkitten:
Aw, thanks!
There's really very little to be said.
It's almost Christmas .. not quite, but the commericals have me believing .... And I'm wondering how many gifts i'm going to get this year.
Every year it seems like i get less and less gifts. I'm hoping that this year will be different.
*think, think, think*
The christmas party was great. I got offered lot of sex....
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It's almost Christmas .. not quite, but the commericals have me believing .... And I'm wondering how many gifts i'm going to get this year.
Every year it seems like i get less and less gifts. I'm hoping that this year will be different.
*think, think, think*
The christmas party was great. I got offered lot of sex....
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abracadabra:
hey cutie..have fun in vancouv as i have a great time down in seattle...watch bad santa for instant xmas gratification..
clydeftones:
lol@ 'I'm wondering how many gifts i'm going to get this year'
we all think it, no one says it.
at least your xmas party was eventful... and you got some booty. Such things are reasons for Thanksgiving. Enjoy turkey & hope you feel less lonely during the holidays.
we all think it, no one says it.
at least your xmas party was eventful... and you got some booty. Such things are reasons for Thanksgiving. Enjoy turkey & hope you feel less lonely during the holidays.
I quit carter cuz i hate the service manager.
this is great for me cuz i'm still working at old navy and making money,
and my first group lesson on mount seymour is on the first saturday of decemer. which actually isn't so far away.
apparently, according to my company; it's christmas already cuz our christmas party is tonight.
i am going piss drunk in...
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this is great for me cuz i'm still working at old navy and making money,
and my first group lesson on mount seymour is on the first saturday of decemer. which actually isn't so far away.
apparently, according to my company; it's christmas already cuz our christmas party is tonight.
i am going piss drunk in...
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the_mad_monk:
Thanks, just my way of showing everyone that there life could be worse
Love hate spew from her being
damage is sudden and climatic
Love and Hate are tied together
One not able to live without the other...
they spawn pain...
Pain grabs her and shakes her...
Not letting go...
She bleeds for noone but pain...
It's her only companion
Her cries pierce my soul
Eruptions of emotions will subside..
Like the pain
After all said and done...
Life will go on...and...
HER BEAUTY WILL REMAIN!
You are beautiful
*read it slowly, over and over and over, until it gives you strength. It has got me through many more painful times than I can count.