freakqueen

i am torn between an IAM houseparty and an SG drunkfest. Both are on saturday night.
Saturday is also a day for chinese celebration. I have no idea how to translate this day into English, so i won't bother.

I was to supposed to suspend several days ago. However, i didn't feel mentally prepared and told Russ i couldn't do it. He said it wasn't a problem and that he can set everything up when i AM ready. 4 point suicide. It shall be grand. Either Sean or Keith will be in attendance. I will most likely cry. I will need to be fed drugs and juice. Orange, please.

Every single day has been absolutely crazy with something interesting going on. Yesterday, i got shitloads of free stuff. Everything from Lush products to condoms. Watches, clothing, birth control pills... The goods.

I've got new muscle! A random thought. More random: I'm playing this giant spider that i caught in my basement. I named it Toby after Sean's dog. Don't ask.

There's a shitload of events happening and i plan to participate in ALL of them.


i am very, very excited about life
*nods*
this is good.

i should bottle this feeling and sell it to suicidal people