My Disease
These stains you've left in me
Will not fade or wash away
These chains that enslave me
Will not break, despite the pain
Memories raping every hour of every day
The man I used to be threw it all away
You are my breath
You are my death
You are what's left of me
You are my calm
You are my storm
You're...
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These stains you've left in me
Will not fade or wash away
These chains that enslave me
Will not break, despite the pain
Memories raping every hour of every day
The man I used to be threw it all away
You are my breath
You are my death
You are what's left of me
You are my calm
You are my storm
You're...
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Lest Thee Be Judged
Visions of another life
Collide inside my head
Were it not for all the pain
Id swear that I was dead
These fictitious memories
Magnify everything inside
Once was lost, now Im bound
But not to blind to see
The voices now inside my head
Are just my demons taking me
Nothing may be as it seems
It seems that things...
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Visions of another life
Collide inside my head
Were it not for all the pain
Id swear that I was dead
These fictitious memories
Magnify everything inside
Once was lost, now Im bound
But not to blind to see
The voices now inside my head
Are just my demons taking me
Nothing may be as it seems
It seems that things...
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A Toast To Your Wasted Life
(Thinking about adding another verse. Yet unsure.)
Hello, and welcome to another day
Of taking everything for granted
Your usual table in the corner
Of delusion is free
Be sure to tip your waiter as you serve yourself
Your favorite excuses
Just the way you take it
So bitter and cold
And as the band begins to play
The...
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(Thinking about adding another verse. Yet unsure.)
Hello, and welcome to another day
Of taking everything for granted
Your usual table in the corner
Of delusion is free
Be sure to tip your waiter as you serve yourself
Your favorite excuses
Just the way you take it
So bitter and cold
And as the band begins to play
The...
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Addiction
Lost again inside of my mind
So damn dark, cant find my way
Try to walk but I still crawl
Through the rooms that store my pain
Hunger floods back in again
Drowns me in this living cell
Binds my eyes from deep inside
Addiction is my living hell
A wasted lifes not much to live
When death designs my every day
Addiction breeds...
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Lost again inside of my mind
So damn dark, cant find my way
Try to walk but I still crawl
Through the rooms that store my pain
Hunger floods back in again
Drowns me in this living cell
Binds my eyes from deep inside
Addiction is my living hell
A wasted lifes not much to live
When death designs my every day
Addiction breeds...
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Already Gone
So long Ive been struggling with myself
Cant find the words to make you understand my pain
The voices taking me belong to no one else
It eats away and its driving me insane
Think Ive lost my mind and now Ive lost my way
No matter how I try I cant make it go away
Is it such a crime to want...
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So long Ive been struggling with myself
Cant find the words to make you understand my pain
The voices taking me belong to no one else
It eats away and its driving me insane
Think Ive lost my mind and now Ive lost my way
No matter how I try I cant make it go away
Is it such a crime to want...
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Army of the Damned
(In the style of Clutch)
Youve called me here today
Because you think I am defenseless
Mistook my lack of fighting
For a weak and easy kill
Just another victim
In your history of violence
Another little fucking lamb
Whose blood you want to spill
Your mother should have taught you
Bout the wolf in sheeps clothing
Wearing shrouds of innocence...
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(In the style of Clutch)
Youve called me here today
Because you think I am defenseless
Mistook my lack of fighting
For a weak and easy kill
Just another victim
In your history of violence
Another little fucking lamb
Whose blood you want to spill
Your mother should have taught you
Bout the wolf in sheeps clothing
Wearing shrouds of innocence...
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Carried Away
Holding on to everything
Crumbling to dust in my hands
There was never anything
That made me whole, and I understand
Although the things Ive given
Have not been lost in vain
It was never meant for me
To live without this pain
Nothing that Ive taken
Will I ever give away
These miseries Ive stolen
Will go with me when I fade...
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Holding on to everything
Crumbling to dust in my hands
There was never anything
That made me whole, and I understand
Although the things Ive given
Have not been lost in vain
It was never meant for me
To live without this pain
Nothing that Ive taken
Will I ever give away
These miseries Ive stolen
Will go with me when I fade...
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Dead Inside
(Tribute to The Misfits)
Wake up screamin in the middle of the night
I taste the bile thats starting to rise
And know that Im in hell again
Cause the zombie mother fuckers are screamin outside
More real than the demons in my own mind
And maybe I should let them in
Cause the worlds already been eatin at my brain
And everything...
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(Tribute to The Misfits)
Wake up screamin in the middle of the night
I taste the bile thats starting to rise
And know that Im in hell again
Cause the zombie mother fuckers are screamin outside
More real than the demons in my own mind
And maybe I should let them in
Cause the worlds already been eatin at my brain
And everything...
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Drug of Choice
I bleed into oblivion
A hundred times a day
Every time your leprous memory
Eats into my soul
Endless indecision
Brutally incites decay
My drug of choice, my agony
Portrays a cancerous role
I take you in as I hold you down
I breathe you in as you slowly drown
Such hell Im in as infection reigns
My drug of choice burning...
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I bleed into oblivion
A hundred times a day
Every time your leprous memory
Eats into my soul
Endless indecision
Brutally incites decay
My drug of choice, my agony
Portrays a cancerous role
I take you in as I hold you down
I breathe you in as you slowly drown
Such hell Im in as infection reigns
My drug of choice burning...
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Falling Apart
Shattered, broken, cut into pieces
Ripping apart at the seams
I wake from the daydreams of laughter and love
To find this is all as it seems
I bled, I changed, I cried and slaved
But I was a game she could play
I gave her everything, made her my world
Watched as she threw it away
I fell apart again
My heart...
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Shattered, broken, cut into pieces
Ripping apart at the seams
I wake from the daydreams of laughter and love
To find this is all as it seems
I bled, I changed, I cried and slaved
But I was a game she could play
I gave her everything, made her my world
Watched as she threw it away
I fell apart again
My heart...
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Lost
The loneliness I feel tonight inside this crowded room
Forever leaves me with no words to say.
Lying there in silence, you've left me far too soon.
You promised me you'd never go away.
But sometimes words are spoken, and promises are broken,
Though you never really have a choice.
So much weve never been throughso much I never told you.
Seeing you there,...
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The loneliness I feel tonight inside this crowded room
Forever leaves me with no words to say.
Lying there in silence, you've left me far too soon.
You promised me you'd never go away.
But sometimes words are spoken, and promises are broken,
Though you never really have a choice.
So much weve never been throughso much I never told you.
Seeing you there,...
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Shadow of Silence
(In style of C.O.C., Iron Maiden, etc.)
Shadows slowly cast themselves
Upon a strangers face today
As we sat in silence in the waiting rooms of Hell
I stared with transfixed fascination
As those shadows kept at bay
What little life there was to have inside this putrid cell
I felt a hunger as I trembled
Morbid thoughts and plots were formed...
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(In style of C.O.C., Iron Maiden, etc.)
Shadows slowly cast themselves
Upon a strangers face today
As we sat in silence in the waiting rooms of Hell
I stared with transfixed fascination
As those shadows kept at bay
What little life there was to have inside this putrid cell
I felt a hunger as I trembled
Morbid thoughts and plots were formed...
Read More