This is how I spent my sunny sunday
with my lovely psy-family. They are the bestest
This is a video of me placing the dermal for my bf's birthday. Now he has one in each wrist.
Sorry guys it's in dutch (edit- even sorrier for some reason it doesn't work...I've uploaded it now twice
) 
Sorry I didn't get back to any of you. Thanks for the love and support as far as my back goes. I have an appointment with the neurologist on the 17th of December, when I get back from Thailand. Actually, it;s only 2 weeks until my journey. I am no where near ready to actually leave, I've got to get my shit together. Thank goodness the hectic period in work is finally over. I made it, but not without a cost, I look and feel like shit. Mind you, that is partly due to excessive partying every sunday afternoon/night (see video #1
)
Well that's it....except for this short statement....what is it that I am oozing right now? pure SEX???
I mean, in the past week 2 men have enclosed their undying love for me, that makes it 4 this month. And they're serious. That's more than in the 10 years before that
strange. Really. Is it because I'm more confident i.e. relaxed with myself and more open? It sure hell aint because I've gotten prettier, 'cause I have gotten fatter and care less and less about aesthetics somehow 
Whatever, I feel happy, loved, accepted for who I am. Not for how I dress. And it feels good. oh yes!
with my lovely psy-family. They are the bestest
This is a video of me placing the dermal for my bf's birthday. Now he has one in each wrist.
Sorry guys it's in dutch (edit- even sorrier for some reason it doesn't work...I've uploaded it now twice
) Sorry I didn't get back to any of you. Thanks for the love and support as far as my back goes. I have an appointment with the neurologist on the 17th of December, when I get back from Thailand. Actually, it;s only 2 weeks until my journey. I am no where near ready to actually leave, I've got to get my shit together. Thank goodness the hectic period in work is finally over. I made it, but not without a cost, I look and feel like shit. Mind you, that is partly due to excessive partying every sunday afternoon/night (see video #1
)Well that's it....except for this short statement....what is it that I am oozing right now? pure SEX???
I mean, in the past week 2 men have enclosed their undying love for me, that makes it 4 this month. And they're serious. That's more than in the 10 years before that
strange. Really. Is it because I'm more confident i.e. relaxed with myself and more open? It sure hell aint because I've gotten prettier, 'cause I have gotten fatter and care less and less about aesthetics somehow Whatever, I feel happy, loved, accepted for who I am. Not for how I dress. And it feels good. oh yes! VIEW 14 of 14 COMMENTS
However it gets resolved, I hope it does get resolved. Feeling broken sucks.