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Now by friday night I was crying like a baby The lump had grown, was very painfull, you could see a change in the shape of the breast and the skin was turning red. I couldn't possibly wait untill monday. So I phoned the emergency doctor who told me to go to the hospital. So off we went to the sint lucas andreas' emergeny room.
I don't think they took me seriously. Being national breast cancer week, and a friday night (half past one) with the usual drunks and homeless hanging around ER. They told me to come back tuesday morning for a scan. Probably thinking I wouldn't.

When I did, this cheery doctor stumbled into the room, and asked me what the matter was. when I told him my discomfort he seriously gave me this look " " No kidding. He left the room saying "I'll be right back" and I explained to Johan the existence of this "surreal smilie" and we both cracked up The doctor returned and asked if I was seen by a doctor on friday, and He couldn't believe that I wasn't and gave me another look. A long one and left the room again. Obviously he was disgusted by the fact that I, a young woman, with a painfull lump in her breast, scared and rightly so, was sent away and told to come back 3 days later. He was very appologetic and within 2 hours I was having a mammograph. Ever had one of those? Or seen one?

Now I have small breasts. I am not displeased, but they are by no means large and voluptous. And yet they managed to grab them (allmost pulling the skin off my ribcage) and squash them between two plastic plates. like "Au", not that the nurse gave a shit < Bioootch> She even managed to catch one of my nipple piercings behind said plate, I yelped like a kicked dog Nothing showed up so I had an echo...

...Thats not bad at all. The same machine they use to see the baby when you're pregnant. Some cold gel, a darkend room (could be intercourse ) but it's not.

If you're weak stomached don't read this:

[SPOILER]
This new and very nice nurse told me she thought it was an abcess, filled with eerie eeky stuff probably comming from my nipple piercing. The piercing had only recently (after well over a year) healed, but probably not properly.
She got a needle and poked it into my breast and into the abcess and tried to suck the yuck out. But couldn't, it was too thick. So she got a larger needle, no luck again. So this huge fucking needle was stuck into my flaming red breast and finally she managed to suck out the puss.