I just made the most delicious spaghetti with chicken and mushrooms. I am so very proud of myself. Mmm. Maybe soon I'll feel confident enough to cook for others, but for now I must settle for devouring this. It would be a travesty to my sense of taste to delay.
I am editing this to continue commenting on my spaghetti. This is the best spaghetti...
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After about a year of putting it off I went out and found a power supply for a laptop I have. I am in the process of cleaning all the crap out of it, defragging the sucker, etc.
This may take a bit. This machine is absolutely filthy, Half the programs on here appear to be some form of spyware. Ugh. My brother has no...
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This may take a bit. This machine is absolutely filthy, Half the programs on here appear to be some form of spyware. Ugh. My brother has no...
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judas:
bob's--lyndale and 25th (i think 25th is the cross street). it's an awesome biker coffee shop. good times. come be with us for the fun at six p.m.!
4nik8:
If you have the software I recomend just reformating that PoS .. some of those spyware things put re-loading registary in the microsoft registary so it will never stop.
I can't spell regestry,err registry?
I can't spell regestry,err registry?
I am back in town, Yo!
I have just devoured a good amount of vanilla icecream, and it's time to start thinking about bed. Talk about your timing. Tommorow will be exciting and committed to adventure, but for tonight, I sleep! Or rather I claim to sleep and then spend a while putzing around SG and possibly watching a movie!
I have just devoured a good amount of vanilla icecream, and it's time to start thinking about bed. Talk about your timing. Tommorow will be exciting and committed to adventure, but for tonight, I sleep! Or rather I claim to sleep and then spend a while putzing around SG and possibly watching a movie!
judas:
you should join the tuesday's with toneski adventure at bob's java hut, 6 p.m.
do it.
do it.
Some kids apparently decided it would be funny to string about ten or fifteen layers of saran wrap between two light poles leading into a roundabout at one in the morning. Now, anyone who is driving fast enough to hit this thing without seeing it is driving fast enough to flip or severly damage their vehicle when they hit the roundabout a half second later....
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starfior:
... ... ... Imamuthafuckinkill.
figmentation:
right. no geriatic antics for me please.
I'm coming back to the barbaric southlands tommorow. I may or may not have pictures worth uploading.
I heartily reccomend that those of you who are inclined to put up with sci fi and even those of you who aren't go and pick up a copy of 'Cowboy Feng's Space Bar and Grille', by Steven Brust.
figmentation:
heehee..
he took it just fine.
he took it just fine.
Knowing that this deep and everpresent feeling of want is perfectly normal and probably hormonal or something doesn't really make it any easier to deal with.
I guess it's kind of this great big feeling of helplessness. I'm not really sure what to do with it. God, I fucking hate going on like this, but screw it, it's my journal, right? This is what's going...
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I guess it's kind of this great big feeling of helplessness. I'm not really sure what to do with it. God, I fucking hate going on like this, but screw it, it's my journal, right? This is what's going...
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malika_____:
**hug**
::mwah::
**ice cream sundae**
I been there myself...
**another hug**
~Malika
[Edited on Jun 11, 2005 8:44AM]
::mwah::
**ice cream sundae**
I been there myself...
**another hug**
~Malika
[Edited on Jun 11, 2005 8:44AM]
figmentation:
Curosity is always a good thing!
HUGS!
(you'll make it)
HUGS!
(you'll make it)
Piss. I'm stuck up near Hillsbrad. My equipment is shot to hell, and everything around me is at least two hundred levels hire than me. I can't get out of the area because I keep getting eaten by tigers. I can't get out by sea because of the Nagas. I can't sell my gear for airfare without begging when I return. And I just fucking...
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4nik8:
Wow?
I guess but why is the real question, that getting stuck crap sucks IMO
I guess but why is the real question, that getting stuck crap sucks IMO
z:
Not good or bad, just is. Or was, rather.
Teehee, french braid
Teehee, french braid
I'm engaged in a bit of virtual adventure. My Level 10 human warrior in World of Warcraft have been swimming up the coast for the last several hours now. I got bored fighting near Stormwind and I decdided to head north and see how the low level hunting was near the Undercity. I figure if I behave myself and stay out of the way, away...
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I love using the word 'gird' in reference to weapons, armor, and similar acoutrements. 'Gird on thy heavy mantle, that we may brave the store unstaied by it's fury' sounds so much more exciting than 'You should go put a coat on, it's raining.'
judas:
that word just makes me think, 'gird your loins'. which sounds as if one should be covering them in something lard-based.
but that could just be me.
but that could just be me.
figmentation:
heehee..
hmm.. cute
hmm.. cute
The nice thing about stories is that the moral problems are trite and easily resolved and the enemies are tangible and easily dismissed.
And of course the wisdom is always original.
I'm afraid I may have hurt a friend, but how would I ever know? I don't trust communication anymore. There are only a few people I can actually communicate with, and even then It...
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And of course the wisdom is always original.
I'm afraid I may have hurt a friend, but how would I ever know? I don't trust communication anymore. There are only a few people I can actually communicate with, and even then It...
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starfior:
On many of those same notes, I've started playing Deus Ex again.
figmentation:
We lie to each other because we don't believe that the other will still love us if we tell the truth.
We lie to ourselves because we think we're supposed to be this way or that way. and by being decietful we are able to fit into our own mold of what's acceptable and what's not.
Edited alot because my thoughts are really scattered.
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[Edited on Jun 09, 2005 8:47AM]
We lie to ourselves because we think we're supposed to be this way or that way. and by being decietful we are able to fit into our own mold of what's acceptable and what's not.
Edited alot because my thoughts are really scattered.
[Edited on Jun 09, 2005 8:43AM]
[Edited on Jun 09, 2005 8:47AM]
I feel like a hazy projection that just keeps slipping further and further out of focus.
Prepare for a litany of the problems I perceive in my life. Comment if the mood strikes you.
Firstly, School. I'm doing poorly. I have about a 2.0, which isn't really enough to do anything with, and I'm having a very difficult time convincing my father that it is...
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Prepare for a litany of the problems I perceive in my life. Comment if the mood strikes you.
Firstly, School. I'm doing poorly. I have about a 2.0, which isn't really enough to do anything with, and I'm having a very difficult time convincing my father that it is...
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blck_flwrsplease:
hmmm - you can always take time off of school, if its hard to focus on it right now -and you can get student loans to pay for it - you sound like an interesting person - it sounds like you have your lack of direction and fulfilment in pretty good focus - your dad sounds like my dad in some ways - the iritability and anger around money...
have you thought about seeing a counselor? they can be very helpful - and have you thought about trying mild levels of medication ? I started taking low levels of prozac a year ago, and have had a really positive experience with it - I wish my dad would try it - I feel so much calmer all the time with it -
perhaps taking a break from your dutys at school and stuff, and maybe just exploring your interests for a year or so could help your sense of direction come together a little bit -
are there things that you would do if you could put everything else on hold for awhile?
school is a great place to explore though too - if you can just take a semester of "fun" classes to explore your interests - I feel really lucky that I was allowed the space to do that in school - when I finally finished I had a ton of extra credits, but they were all worth it in the bigger sense -
good luck - dont join any cults - ha -
have you thought about seeing a counselor? they can be very helpful - and have you thought about trying mild levels of medication ? I started taking low levels of prozac a year ago, and have had a really positive experience with it - I wish my dad would try it - I feel so much calmer all the time with it -
perhaps taking a break from your dutys at school and stuff, and maybe just exploring your interests for a year or so could help your sense of direction come together a little bit -
are there things that you would do if you could put everything else on hold for awhile?
school is a great place to explore though too - if you can just take a semester of "fun" classes to explore your interests - I feel really lucky that I was allowed the space to do that in school - when I finally finished I had a ton of extra credits, but they were all worth it in the bigger sense -
good luck - dont join any cults - ha -
4nik8:
I think what is 'Good' are the things you are greatful for. Health Shelter and Food. Help people who don't have those and you will be working for the 'good'.
As for spirituality I suggest not to follow any 'organized religion' ... I also suggest watching 'What the <bleep> do we know?' it is a Look at god&life through the eyes of science. I thought it was great enlighting.
Feel free to trust me. (or don't)
As for spirituality I suggest not to follow any 'organized religion' ... I also suggest watching 'What the <bleep> do we know?' it is a Look at god&life through the eyes of science. I thought it was great enlighting.
Feel free to trust me. (or don't)
