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i crave normality. i crave a little regularity.

I FUCKING CRAVE YOU.

who am i kidding. i cant stop thinking of you. and i dont know what to do with myself till the next time i see you. theres nothing i want to do. will you even miss me? say that you will. i need to hear it. give me that at least. please.

these...
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astrokreep23:
ah, Loving with reckless abandon, paying no head to fear or rejection. Such courage is rare.

May the force be with you...
bayyyaad:
People get hurt by people all day, but u learn from things, u enjoy the persons company...and u know what? Shit, enjoy what you can.....feel what you can..live while you can. Its better to live on your feet than die on your knees
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im so fucking happy right now. things have been just lovely lately. tonight i cooked myself dinner. green curry flavored jasmine rice and vegetable doumpling soup. soooo yummy. and i ate dinner while watchin teenage mutant ninja turtle cartoons. fuck yeah! i know your sooo jealous. i actually watched a bit of the o.c. today to see what all the hype was about. it made...
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zechariah:
Your entry made me smile. Lotsa love.
Zechariah.
astrokreep23:
'bout time some good luck found you. Hope you have fun this weekend.
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i want a boy with a mohawk who doesnt talk much except around me. i want a girl who lives so fast and high that i know ill never catch her. i want a boy who will fall asleep on top of me and make me feel safe. i want a girl who will hold my hand all day long and make me feel all...
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tiamat:
i say it is a sign smile
scattershot:
is yourarednighiten from that final fantasy saaven game lion gavcrather
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the last week or so has been kinda weird for me. so yeah i know i suck and i havent been posting at all but i do read your journals. dont worry i havent forgotten you all yet. but yeah ive been in kinda a weird funk and theres alot of shit on my mind. so im kinda trying to focus on figuring out all...
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sheetsweat:
sorry. sometimes i forget to do stuff.
arcade:
you just do what you can. you can't spend your time wondering what if, espically in situaions like that. and if it should be that way, then you'll know, and he'll know too. one day at a time. being afraid, being excited and scared all at the same time... it's good, and it works.
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i updated! yes o yes i did. umm theres some new pics for anyone who cares. i got my hair cut today. those pics do my new cut no justice though i tell you. cause yeah it rocks. umm what else. oh i "borrowed" my mom's boyfriends digital camera to take these new pics. yeah so i picked out the camera for him as one...
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veganvixen:
i have a digital camera, and i love it. you haircut is cute and your dog is adorable.
knickers:
yer a cutie.
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hmm i feel like i should update right about now but i really dont have anything to say. im all dressed up in my baller clothers (oh yeah, totally hot) to go play basketball but i DONT WANT TO GO! i just want to go to sleep mmmmmm sleep. yeah somedays i wish i wasnt so lazy. but thats only some days.

been feeling a...
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astrokreep23:
I'll go. If only for the whimsy of it all.

Huzzah for new friends and sleeping in when you should be outside!
theduke:
I would love to, but I'm busy. Have you seen Pirates yet?
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im the type of girl who eats grapes for dinner. who speeds on the freeway and plays her music so loud that she cant hear the sirens when she gets pulled over. im the type of girl who wears boys shorts. and matches her underwear to the shirt shes wearing. im the type of girl who cares too much about the people around her. but...
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alexkarina:
Yes, I saw Leona Naess perform last week in a small club too and said hello to her after the show. Oddly enough, the bartender at the bar I was going to when I saw Leona on the street said she knows her but didn't like her music and thought she was bitch. Well, I still like her music and she seemed pretty nice to me. (The bartender probably had some issues with her!)
ultraloveninja:
You the type of girl that will destroy me passing by, and I would smile afterwards
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so this whole having the house to myself thing rocks. i went grocery shopping the other day and bought lots of yummy fruits and veggie foods. that made my day. i really do love grocery shopping. except two stock boys and my checker hit on me. that was kinda gross. it definatly brought my shopping enjoyment level down a notch or two. um oh also...
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blush69:
Yes, its gross how much of soul mates we are. Stupid America and its vastness. *shakes angry fist*
I can't believe you talked to her! It sounds like it went great! You have to fill me in when she calls- and she will. As for me, I was super flirty with my girl friday night and found out (ta-dah!) she is bi! But- very unfortunately, she also has a boy on the side. And she sounds pretty infatuated. Oh well. frown Once I get back to Atlanta there should be girls lined up at my door...
Yeah, thats it...
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-Blush
_6deana9_:
about the girl thingy, i was talking to this girl online and we swapped pictures. then, a few weeks later (this all happened last summer), i was checkin out this alternative, rock station, Q101, and there's a section on dating and listeners can post pics and stuff and she was on it. she's from CA.
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whoa. way too much has been going on lately, and way too fast. i need sleep, desperatly. i think ive only slept like 7 hours in the last three days.

for the most part things are going great. um friday i worked really early in the morning cause i had tot camp to instruct. only the coolest minis in my group. i taught them how...
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tiamat:
sounds like things are wonderful. yay for a happy you. especially a happy you in the arms of a hot boy. yum

yes. have a party most definitely. you deserve it. a perfect way to get to know the boy better.
kiss
zechariah:
Back early. Im glad you met a nice guy. You are surely deserving and i hope to hear how it goes