a night with friends. and i'm not in the vulnerable position.
i was there to listen to help.
it's nice waking and not thinking of you.
passion is finally present and time can cure this ailment.
disapointment is all.
a nice clean cut was not in the cards.
i'm not mad.
i've gained a lot.
i know what i want.
i have passion once again.
myarmswon'tfeelthesametoyouanymore.
not because love is lost.
my arms are just different.
you were my baby.
one day we will be able to call to see how life is going.
sad to think you won't be in that picture.
i have a show on sat. why couldn't i have had my g.f. who wanted to be there?
it's ok though.i have my friends.
i have girls who care. but i don't have the time and could care less.
i know why it had to be like this. 2 different girls from 2 different worlds.
cheers to you and your happiness.love
i was there to listen to help.
it's nice waking and not thinking of you.
passion is finally present and time can cure this ailment.
disapointment is all.
a nice clean cut was not in the cards.
i'm not mad.
i've gained a lot.
i know what i want.
i have passion once again.
myarmswon'tfeelthesametoyouanymore.
not because love is lost.
my arms are just different.
you were my baby.
one day we will be able to call to see how life is going.
sad to think you won't be in that picture.
i have a show on sat. why couldn't i have had my g.f. who wanted to be there?
it's ok though.i have my friends.
i have girls who care. but i don't have the time and could care less.
i know why it had to be like this. 2 different girls from 2 different worlds.
cheers to you and your happiness.love
i have not been back to your journal for a while and of course, having those feelings, thinking those thoughts i had to come and see...
i wanted to call you. wanted to hug you. still do. but i won't. i don't want to get in the way if things are looking up for you. i feel the tears that want to well up at this moment but i won't let myself...
i'm glad to hear that things are going good. i wish i was that girlfriend as well. would have loved to be there in support of my baby. hug her after the show...let her kiss me and my boobs just to show all the bitches they better back off...
a dream world ally. our relationship exists in an almost perfect dream world where everything is good and loving. two different worlds yet so the same...
and ally, your arms will always feel the same to me...