frankie18

hmmm so yes you guys noticed, i do have a head. and you thought i was a walking, typing, headless wonder. oh you silly little boys and girls. someday ill put up a clear pic of myself but probably not anytime soon. patience is a virtue remember and i wouldnt want to ruin any of your imaginative fun.

yesterday was such a pleasant day. i went out with my exbestfriends little sister for the night. we havent spoken in a really long time. god how i missed her. i really adore this girl. shes one of the coolest chicks i know. i want to restore our friendship, i want to make things right, with her and my exfriend. unfortunatly my exfriend joined the army after high school and is in iraq. i miss her more than i ever thought i could. and the guilt of choosing to end our friendship is eating me alive. we saw house of 1000 corpses tonight. we had a good time. the movie was pretty cool. we were squemish (sp?) like little school girls.

just minutes ago as i was lying on the floor, alone,listening to jimi hendrix, and drinking warm vanilla tea, i realized that things are finally starting to feel right. i feel like i finally have a grasp on life. some direction perhaps. like im starting to understand who i am. like im finally becoming complete.