frankie18

its sunday. sundays are always nice. today though isnt too nice. the sun is too bright, the cars are too loud, and i just want to go back to sleep. im a bit hungover, or maybe im still drunk. either way i feel dull and crappy. the night went well. it was full of typical harmless teenage fun. and i watched jackass for the first time. i dont think ive ever laughed so hard in my life. maybe it was because i was high though. oh well it was still funny.

i have to go see my mom now. i havent seen her in a couple weeks. shes quite upset about that by the way. i keep putting her off and i know thats not nice, but i really really dont enjoy spending quality time with her. so i promised her a movie and dinner tonight. I DONT WANT TO GO. were just going to argue and fight. and ill say something mean. and shell cry. and i will once again feel like shit.

maybe though for doing this painstaking deed ill reward myself with a day off of school tomorrow. yes that sounds quite nice. its not like im gonna miss anything important, right?

edited to say: my mom cancelled on me. haha how typical. its ok. im gonna clean my room instead. im actually looking foreward to it. im in one of my compulsive cleaning moods. yes i am. im gonna clean, listen to the catheters, and maybe paint a little later.

i just need a little inspiration...