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prettyb0y:
Breaking up is hard to do, but from a guys point of view, it's more humane to be honest. Not saying, tthat you're ready to move on, isn't doing either of you any good. In fact, it's hurting the two of you, and what's left of your relationship...

But then, what the hell do I know? smile

Merry Christmas, sweetie, and I hope all the drama works out. If not, a journal's always a nice place to vent. kiss
mrsicboy:
Lookin for things to do parties to go to in LA area Jan 10-14, any suggestions?
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astrokreep23:
woah, thats a lot of raw emotion firing there. I rejoice in the fact that you've found so much happiness and dread the moment when you have to chose between the two.
blush69:
Hi! Remember me?
And it looks like I'm just in time... Who is this amazing girl? It sounds like you have got your hands..and other things.. full. I can totally sympathize about the boyfriend thing... How can you tell the guy you love that not only do you want to break up, but that he was all wrong about your sexuality? At least, thats the dillemma I'm facing. I love the guy, but I know that I could be so much more with someone else. I don;t know what I'd do without him in my life though. God this sucks. Well, it sounds like you KNOW what you have to do... I just wish I could figure it out.
-Blush
ps- I am so glad that youre still a member!
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tiamat:
that sent shivers down my spine. beautiful experiences. smile
broken_reality:
you have a way with words. amazing. I'm so bad with this sort of thing. I see girls attempting to bring me closer to them but I always back out at the last moment. I cannot give advice other than look into your soul. smile
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arcade:
i dig the pics. over and out.
franandzooey:
Whittier, Cool! I am on my way to Whittier tomorrow. My friend's own a store off of Greenleaf. Over and out. smile smile smile
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i spent all weekend with him. 1 in the morning, driving aimlessly around. we end up at an empty skatepark. we run around, he swings me around, and we slide down to the bottom of the emptied out pool. i liked being held by him. i liked being below the ground, surrounded by nothing. surrounded by graffetti, color. i like when its just me and...
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arcade:
that's wild, you'll never forget nights like those.
astrokreep23:
Ah the passions of the young.... to be 19 again... ... ... well, you know what I mean.

Enjoy the ride!
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i feel so fucking numb today. id do anything. id take anything. if it would make me feel. ive been running for so long that ive forgotten where it is im going. and ive been pretending for so long that ive forgotten what it is im supposed to be feeling. maybe i wasnt going anywhere to begin with. maybe i was hidding the truth from...
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leavemehere:
that is some beautiful venting
im sorry to hear all this is going on frown
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hope it gets better in some way
nageboorte:
that writing is amazing.
this past few weeks i felt so many of the same feelings and it's fucking gut wrenching.
i hope writing it down makes you feel better, i would've done the same thing but when i try i just can't put the words down.
it might not mean much but i hope you feel better.
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around four this morning i ate cake and drank beer with my friends on the balcony. what a fucking lovely way to start the day. what a fucking lovely birthday its been so far.
alexkarina:
Happy belated birthday!
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i crave normality. i crave a little regularity.

I FUCKING CRAVE YOU.

who am i kidding. i cant stop thinking of you. and i dont know what to do with myself till the next time i see you. theres nothing i want to do. will you even miss me? say that you will. i need to hear it. give me that at least. please.

these...
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astrokreep23:
ah, Loving with reckless abandon, paying no head to fear or rejection. Such courage is rare.

May the force be with you...
bayyyaad:
People get hurt by people all day, but u learn from things, u enjoy the persons company...and u know what? Shit, enjoy what you can.....feel what you can..live while you can. Its better to live on your feet than die on your knees
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im so fucking happy right now. things have been just lovely lately. tonight i cooked myself dinner. green curry flavored jasmine rice and vegetable doumpling soup. soooo yummy. and i ate dinner while watchin teenage mutant ninja turtle cartoons. fuck yeah! i know your sooo jealous. i actually watched a bit of the o.c. today to see what all the hype was about. it made...
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zechariah:
Your entry made me smile. Lotsa love.
Zechariah.
astrokreep23:
'bout time some good luck found you. Hope you have fun this weekend.
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i want a boy with a mohawk who doesnt talk much except around me. i want a girl who lives so fast and high that i know ill never catch her. i want a boy who will fall asleep on top of me and make me feel safe. i want a girl who will hold my hand all day long and make me feel all...
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tiamat:
i say it is a sign smile
scattershot:
is yourarednighiten from that final fantasy saaven game lion gavcrather