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today while i was at work my best friend, who moved to santa barbara today with her boyfriend, called me and told me that he broke up with her and doesnt want her to move in with him. it was quite an unexpected shock. she has a psycho mom so she had been living with her sister for the last month and she quit both...
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pirateking8:
Thank you very much for my very first BIRTHDAY wish.
You are the greatest...
Take care kid

-ELVIS-wink
leningrad:
this is the journal police. we have your journal surrounded. you are being to personal, and not entertaining enough. if you do not post more stories about being drunk and or naked, we will have your journal arrested.

okay, i'm done. yeah, i'm on the edge of the indie thing. i mean, on the one hand, it's fun to tell people i'm emo and have them pick on me. on the other, i hate scenesterism in all its forms. *sigh* such is the way of life, i guess.

funny thought; i get embarrased telling people i want to be a writer. i feel like every fucking tenth grade kid who ever wrote a short story and got an a. like I have something i might have a glimmer of talent at, and i feel like I have the right to be arrogant enough to think i could make a living at it.
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im home thank god. the trip was nice, nothing dynamic happened of course. and it was just perfect in length. long enough for me to have some time to my self and yet also near the end, crave home. my favorite part about going on vacation is buying tacky souvenirs for my friends. its our thing. we never buy each other nice souvenirs, only the...
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astrokreep23:
Welcome back....
prettyb0y:
I'm glad you had a safe trip. Tennessee's my home state. I never liked Memphis much, though. I always got into to trouble, when visiting. I grew up with cows, goats, ducks, chicken, etc. Being in the city, I miss nature a lot. Good pic of Henry.
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blah its 3 am and im just getting home. today/yesterday was one hell of a long day. first of all one of my dear friends informed me as i was headed to class that my religion final was not tues morning but thursday instead. holy crap. my plane leaves wed morning. how did i manage to screw that up. so i waited for an hour...
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tygertyger:
Hmmm... I don't really have any swish travel stories. I went to Belize over New Year's five or six years ago, but it's a huge three-day bender down there, so I don't really remember too much.

You got my 900th comment, though, if that makes you feel special. It would make me feel special. Yeah. surreal
tiamat:
you are just so unbelieveably cool. i love hearing about the adventures of frankie18.
good luck packing. that is one of my biggest faults. i always want to take everything.
Have Fun!
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IM TIRED!!! thankfully it will all be over tomorrow. i havent done anything even slightly interesting all weekend blah. all ive done is study. its gross. really really gross. yesterday night though i did return some jeans i had been meaning to return. that made me happy cause now i have three new pairs of jeans and i didnt even have to pay anything. heck...
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scattershot:
yeah thats how it started for me too ... well sort of. I drank vcoke once and didn't like it then people were like try it again so I kept drinking it for some reason and now vcoke is like the only soda I drink.
pirateking8:
Yes thanks to Bryn I'm going to do an ELVIS set....
I just need to get props now...I can't wait this is going to be fun...Good luck with everything...And have fun in Missery I mean Missouri...

-ELVIS-wink
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i feel a bit funny right now. heres my cute girl update for today:

i sat alone at the end of the row
and tried to look casually inviting.
i saw her walk in, alone
wearing a blue sweatshirt and glasses.
she walked toward me and smiled,
my stomach felt fluttery.
but right when she reached me
a girl i know swept in and took...
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somekindofinsane:
you are so cute.. haha..
onefoolishline:
awwwwwwww i so wish you were there last night... would have been ridiculous amounts of fun...what did you do with your weekend?
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yeah so let me recap the last few days a bit before i get into today. mothers day sucked of course and dinner was the absolute worst. as i was preparing to leave the resteraunt my grandma asked where i was going. my mom, irritated and drunk, said that i had a date quite loudly. loud enough in fact for a few people at different...
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gotham2:
i can relate about the mother thing. mine's a total lush who always seems to say the wrong thing in public. that's why holidays are such a drag. i'm constantly blowing my chances with girls and being all nervous, and messing things up. hopefully one day i get it right.

i really liked your pictures. they're very cool.
siara:
.. thanks for saying hi!! smile
your photos are really cool! how scary does that barbed wire look and I love pic.5!!
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blah!!! im tired. my head hurts. i got woken up by a stupid phone call and need more sleep. im the kinda girl who needs like 9 hours of sleep to function so this 5 hour shit isnt working out. arrrrggggg! i am not a morning person either. thats not helping. and its mothers day. that means i have to spend all of today with...
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somekindofinsane:
wow, that is a great pic.. you have nice lips.. smile

i have been running the last week or so on way too little sleep...i'm at 3-6 hours a night....and last fri i didn't sleep at all.. yikes...

ps.. you deserve the kudos, you are a great photographer.. and you are def sexy.. great self-pics..

[Edited on May 13, 2003]
germany:
your pic are SOOOOOOO cute... i lovem
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yeah so i finally found a bit of time to put the my pics section to good use and update my profile pic. i decided that for the my pics section i would only put in polaroids that i have taken myself. i have this love of polaroid cameras, i dunno. yeah so the first 12 pics are kinda like visual facts about myself. they...
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nuria:
Don't ever let THEM fool you into getting a bikini wax. It was worse than any tattoo I have.

eeekk!
rickroyal:
The pics are very nice. There's something intimate about those first ones. Confessional. The nudes are appealing, of course (difficult to compliment without sounding like a letch), but the other had me fascinated. I rather like both.
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so sunday night i ended up going to see xmen with a friend. so much for staying home alone. the movie was great (as im sure you all have heard) but although i highly enjoyed the ice cream we got from ben and jerrys, going probably wasnt the best idea. since i didnt go to sleep untill like 3am i ended up sleeping through my...
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stacie:
thanks sweetie biggrin
i am hoping hoping to make the stacie/fractal thing happen.. just have to get to the other side of the country first wink
tygertyger:
I totalled my car a few years ago... due to someone else's boneheaded driving. She totally cut me of and ran me off the road, then bolted. Cops never found her, either. Thank God there was a witness there, or I woulda been fucked.

And you should put up more pictures, you.
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8:30 on a sunday night and im all alone. i secretly wish i wasnt but at the same time i dont want to call any of my friends. im in that weird mood. i feel a bit lost. like theres no one i could call who would understand. theres two weeks left of school. im running out of time. theres so many people that ill...
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bryn:
sounds so much like when i moved away from home. the day after my high school graduation, my parents moved a couple hours away. now i have no home to go to. and i only see my friends from my home town once or twice a year. it sucks. they all stayed bhind, and m the on who got away. ilisten to them all talk about this person and that, and i keep thinking "if i had stayed, i would have known this". its hard and it sucks. but you know what? you and your best friend will still keep in touch. even if its just calling each other once every couple of months. believe me, youll be able to pick up exactly where you left off every time. thats what good friendships do. and dont worry about this dream girl thing. if it was meant to be, itll happen. if not, its probably better off that way anyway. me and this boy from one of my classes last semester [that i had a crush on, but nevr did anything about b/c i was seeing some one] have been flirting a lot lately. i invited him to my show, and to come out afterwards with me and my friends. you know whathe did? he brought some preppie bitch as is date, and did a hi-bye thing. i said "forget him". and i think its for the better. now im not thinking about hooking up with anyone, and keeping this abstinance thing going. itll work out somehow, sweetheart. just keep faith. kiss
thirtyseven:
little frankie, please come out and play...
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ok so its 3:39 am and im a bit tired. i just got out of a nice long relaxing hot shower, a perfect way to end my day. yeah so tonight, er last night, a few of my closest girlfriends and i went to the avril lavigne concert. that was interesting. i have never seen so many little pop punk kids and their parents in...
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gotham2:
oh the joy of stealing parking signs. that takes me back. i've made a similar choice about drugs and it's true that it does feel good just to sit out a round.
pirateking8:
It's the 883cc It's an all around nice little bike but it will be mine and it will same HARLEY DAVIDSON on the side it's not bad for me first real bike.

-ELVIS-wink
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sat night was a blur of lights, dancing, and happy hardcore cds. i partied all night and drank all morning. my body was utterly exhausted. i got about an hour of sleep which probably made things worse. cause when i woke up my head was pounding and my legs burned like i had been on the stairstepper for 5 hours.

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pirateking8:
I wouldn't know what kinda book to recomend I read Koontz stuff From the corner of his eye has some fucked up teens in it man this leg thing is out of control but I like it it's kinda cool.

-ELVIS-wink
pirateking8:
How was today was it a blur too what's going on in life?

-ELVIS-wink