frankie18

AAWWW Frankie
We all have our moments I forgive you...
I just worked a 15 1/2 hour shift hungover
half way through I had to get a beer to stop the headache it was misserable...
Take care kid

-ELVIS-

saw 28 days later a few nights ago. i really liked it. i think that i would like to own the soundtrack.

took my fake little sister to see charlies angeles last night. it was cool. better than the first one id say. and i like demi moore. i wish the bad girl would have won.

im tired, when am i not. since school ended im even more busy and have been getting way less sleep. what the hells up with that? i though summer was suppossed to be chill and relaxing. not hectic and overbooked. but im not really complaining.

today will be a busy day. i have a funeral to attend at 3. the family asked me to take some family photos after, as they have a large amount of family flying in from japan, and also photos throughout the burial. so im gonna be like a wedding photographer but for a funeral. thatll be odd. i think though that it will keep me from feeling sad, which is a good thing. later tonight im heading over to the troubadour to see the blood brothers perform. should be fun. gonna meat up with my dear college punk friend. shes great and i definatly need a night out with her.

blah. i must complete traffic school before the 8th. i looked through a list and found an internet one to try out. thats gonna be boring and stupid. but i must do what the court orders me to do.

hmm i dont really have anything interesting to say. and my dog wont stop whinning and licking me. go away! he just doesnt seem to be getting the message. but hes cute so its ok. i forgive him.

im trying not to think about it but i know whats really on my mind. im feeling really nervous and panicky about this whole funeral stuff. ive been to only two funerals before in my life. never though for a friend. or for a boy who was only 21. never one where the media will be lurking. never one where all my friends and coworks will be crying in unison. never one where i have a job to do. never one thatll be open caskat after the person was blown up. i dont think by the way that i want to see the plastic face. ive seen hundreds of dead bodies. i dont need to see one more. i know what happens to your body after you die. i know what you look like and how they try and make you look real. i think id rather remember him from the last time i saw him. the night we went out to eat at islands. im starting to feel really nervous though. theres a funny feeling in my stomach. and i know that when i get there im gonna feel nauseous.

maybe the creepy dude was booted for being creepy. That would be cool.

I've never played either, which isn't to say I regret it. I'd love to play now, but when it was the hip thing to do (back when I was 13) I'd have been a nervous wreck.

Sleep good. I haven't had enough lately either. That being said, I'm going to pretend I didn't hear that bit about not finding sarcasm appealing. Don't speak ill of the sarcasm. Sarcasm is our friend. If people can't learn that, then what's the use of living?

I'm glad the work scene is okay. Nothing is more frustrating than being forced to be around losers you don't like eight hours a day, five days a week. It's killer. I've had a few jobs I'd have liked to bring a shotgun to. Plus hey ... cute boys.

i think that this situation has happened to most people in one way or another. the same thing happned in my town after a one of the super popular football player dies in a horrible accident at the beach a week before we were supposed to graduate high school. i personally did not know him outside of haveing algebra with him jr. year but EVERYONE and their mom swore to be his best friend. but they were more tarnishing his memory by lying. it's a sick world and everyone seems like they want to be part of the action, no matter how grotesque the action is.

i think that this situation has happened to most people in one way or another. the same thing happned in my town after a one of the super popular football player dies in a horrible accident at the beach a week before we were supposed to graduate high school. i personally did not know him outside of haveing algebra with him jr. year but EVERYONE and their mom swore to be his best friend. but they were more tarnishing his memory by lying. it's a sick world and everyone seems like they want to be part of the action, no matter how grotesque the action is.

Yeah i kinda put it to him, but I broke my knuckle. However I dont sound like Barry White anymore. It only lasted about three hours

I would like to be a blue dolphin. That's what I'd like to be if I were a fish, but your question is what I would be. Probably some horrible sturgeon--that's my luck.

I met a lot of my comic book heroes at the MOCCA show today but the highlight was meeting Phoebe Gloeckner again. She wrote the nicest comments in my copy of The Diary of a Teenage Girl and I gave her a copy of my zine. Her daughter was so funny--she picked up a microphone (it was right after a panel discussion Phoebe had taken part in) and pretended to interview us both. If Phoebe actually reads my zine and writes me back about it I will be in heaven! Hey I'm glad you put your headshot back up. You're so cute (I hope it doesn't creep you out for me to say that!)

thank you for being nice. i appreciate it. what are you making tee shirts for?

Endorphins make me happy. Because thats there job.

Sucks you couldn't make it to the party, but it wasn't the varitable cornicopia of festivities that I thought it would be. Another time perhaps.

And yes, Roger Rabbit is one the best things ever made.

since i work every day (including weekends) summer doesn't really mean anything to me, except that i will sweat much more. and since you nixed what has been my goal for the past couple months of losing weight, i'll have to move on to inventing a robot maid that can cook AND clean. also, my other brilliant invention: the KNORK. a combo of knife and fork! to me it makes much more sense than the spork.

i guess my secondary goal would be to get off my ass and actually get to work on the first couple goals.

this may or may not sound odd, but i would like to take better care of my dog this summer. i learned a few things from a chicago work-out 'zine and would like to apply it for real.... on another note, i found a gonzo pez dispenser. that made me happy, not because he's blue though. i like his nose. but he's not as cute as elmo.
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thats cool, but youre not getting this one. if you lived here i would go to clubs with you, cause i don't dance either. i sometimes try when im listening to sinatra and singing. i wish i could dance like eddie griffith. or michael jackson. or both.

fuuuuuuck! losing a wallet is the biggest pain in the ass for a human being... i'm sorry to hear that babe..

i'm sorry to hear about your friend too! i am the same way... i have 2 best friends in the word and they are the only ones who i can be totally myself with...but they are friends from school, which means when summer hits and i move back home, they stay behind...far away.. it sucks..

losing your wallet sucks...
so does being stalked.

*sniff* nobody stalks Astro!

P.S. So you coming down for the party Saturday or what? The SB crew would love to have you. Wait, that sounded dirty... let me start over....

thank you *smile* sometimes those stupid crushes force me to write lyrics to get them out of my system. not sure if it worked yet, i went into the coffee place on monday and she was there again and i felt the same thing...

and thats the important thing. trying. right?

bah name change .. freaked me out.

yeah word up hooray for music making everybody happier.

You're so nice to your friends! I like Eliza, too. Sorry you didn't get to see her in the buff. I will probably check out some of the MTV movie awards.

the mtv movie awards are thursday?


i have no tv....