fraiya

Ok I usually don't make bitchy posts on here, but fuck sometimes I just need to rant...

First of all Pittsburgh makes me depressed. I feel like I leave things behind when I drive back to school. I'm so happy and shit when I leave and as soon as I hit the highway...BOOM! Depressions sets in. Cuz I know when I get here I have to be stuck in this apartment for a few days. Have phone conversations instead of face to face talks. I fucking hate it and want to cry right now.

And my fucking room mate decides she wants to make food right now, and have her loud mouth friend come over as well. Now call me obsessive, but I have this thing about smells, especially the smell of cooking food. I HATE IT! I can't sleep with the stench of burnt eggs in the air. It's seriously making me crazy right now.

Oh and I have a stalker did I mention that??? Yeah some kid I talked to once visited my apartment looking for me a total of 4 times while I was at home. I can't even have a decent looking stalker oh oh oh no. Makes me a little nervous yeah.

I wish I could be a singer like Agent M...or maybe a model...that's what I would be really happy doing. Something exciting, adventurous.

So all in all, I'm sad, annoyed, pissed off, smelly, nauseated, and wishing I was somewhere else all at the same time.