This last few weeks have been a bit of a blur. That's all you need to know for now.

I got my Deftones tickets! I'm going to see them Oct. 15. I also got another Ministry ticket. I'm going to see them Oct. 27 in South Carolina and Nov. 1 here. The last week of October is going to be great. I wish it was...
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"this is the first day of my last days"

Once again I've been awakened. Sleep never lasts and when it does it's restless. My eyes are heavy but do not close. Medicine knock me out.

I can't say that I have much to update. I just felt like it was time. Nothing really exciting has happened. I've just been doing the usual. And that means working. Well I have recorded a few drum beats...
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I woke up at 3:30 this morning. I couldn't go back to bed. My head hurts. I tried to fall back asleep. I tossed and turned for a few hours. I got up again and took a shower. I went to the grocery store. Now I'm just waiting to see if god or the devil is going to win.

It was Friday night. I walked over concrete first and then under the trees with 7 others and 2 of them you may know. Our journey was to reach the rock. We had to pass through tall wet grass, shit and barb wire to gain access. And after much hiking we came upon this rock. We climbed to the top of it and then searched...
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"until the end"
i want to take your heaven
burn it into hell
i want to take this razor
and turn it on myself
i want to wrap your heart up
deep in this wound
i want to make your body
my empty tomb

...and feel you as you bleed all over me

until the day that i die
until the end

i want you...
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I went to go check my bank account today and I have less money than I thought. I really hate it when that happens.

I'm not going to see Ministry in Florida anymore. I'm now heading to South Carolina to see them! I'm so excited! I've got my tickets in hold! Also, I was going to see Helmet next month too, but the show got...
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"murmur"
i lost my soul
and it all began
when you spoke of sin
deep in this hole
i lay
as your voice echoes
around
now roll back this stone
that kept me trapped within
i've given up salvation
to be left alone

have you come to crucify
or resurrect
take what's left inside
and dissect

all that is beautiful is gone
you ruined, turned...
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So on Halloween I'm probably taking a trip to Orlando to see Ministry, Thrill Kill Kult, and Hanzel und Gretyl. Why can't they come to Atlanta?! Oh well, this may be the perfect tour ever! It's worth the 8 hour trip. I'm excited! I'm thinking all the ATLiens should have a halloween party before just so I can dress up like Alex from Clockwork Orange....
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work...work...work...

drunk...drunk...drunk...

I saw The Cure last week. delirium_faerie and I just made it too. We didn't get to see all the other bands, but I mean c'mon all that really mattered was the Cure. It was a pretty cool show. They've got an awesome lights set up.

I saw "The Village" and was disappointed.

I'm still working on that poem I want to post....
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