I'm so tired of school. I just want to drop out and check myself into an asylum. Maybe I'll get free rent there. 
I've been really stressed lately because of school and work. I feel like I haven't slept in about 2 weeks. Anyone got any sleeping pills so I can knock myself out for a few days? I think I just need a good...
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I've been really stressed lately because of school and work. I feel like I haven't slept in about 2 weeks. Anyone got any sleeping pills so I can knock myself out for a few days? I think I just need a good... Read More
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olsen:
I've always planned to live in an asylum for some time during my life. Now is not the time though, with all of the government cutbacks, you'd have to pay the whole cost yourself. Expensive!
olsen:
I know. I'm pretty okay with that.
"moth"
i heard a moth say to me
that flames are a form of trickery
such beauty
yet so deceptive
the closer you get
the more it burns
i can't stop circling
a piece of ash could fly up
at any moment
and set my wings to fire
but something keeps drawing me
and i don't understand
how something so beautiful
could hurt like this
i heard a moth say to me
that flames are a form of trickery
such beauty
yet so deceptive
the closer you get
the more it burns
i can't stop circling
a piece of ash could fly up
at any moment
and set my wings to fire
but something keeps drawing me
and i don't understand
how something so beautiful
could hurt like this
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rxqueen:
that definitely wasn't a poem.
tho i suppose it might have had a bit of poetic flow?
anyways dollface, thank you
hope all is well with you.
xoxo
tho i suppose it might have had a bit of poetic flow?
anyways dollface, thank you
hope all is well with you.
xoxo
llona:
i am going to nyc in the middle of october.
you been?
xo
you been?
xo
I haven't been able to get on much this week because I've just been working, going to school, and more working. I'm having sooo much fun...let me tell ya.
But I did get to go out for a little while last night with my girlfriend. We went to go see "Swimming Pool" and then we went to eat at the Cheesecake Factory. "Swimming Pool" was...
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But I did get to go out for a little while last night with my girlfriend. We went to go see "Swimming Pool" and then we went to eat at the Cheesecake Factory.
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delirium_faerie:
i'm not letting you read what i'm typing. that's what i'm up to. hehehe. tomorrow we get to go coven shopping and meet! yay! i love you!
tomorrow we get to go coven shopping and meet! yay! i love you!
llona:
bleh...i've given up on conversations involving anything remotely political with my parents. it's too frustrating.
Have a good weekend!
xo
Have a good weekend!
xo
Alright, I had a little get together at my house on Sunday and I drank WAY too much! I was so sick the next day. I felt like I had alcohol poisoning. I don't think I was far from it. I think I'll try not to drink so much next time. 
Soooo much Vodka. But it was fun...at least what I can remember of it....
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fallen1carus:
also, gorge yourself on good food.
rxqueen:
*rubs yr tummy*
see...all better!
vodka is my love of loves.
grey goose is my poison.
mmmmmmmmmmm
see...all better!
vodka is my love of loves.
grey goose is my poison.
mmmmmmmmmmm
"I ran through a forest once
but there were no trees
only splinters that kept digging
their way deeper into me
until my body became a cross
where jesus had died..."
-by Me!
I wonder what my reflection would look like if I could step through it?
but there were no trees
only splinters that kept digging
their way deeper into me
until my body became a cross
where jesus had died..."
-by Me!
I wonder what my reflection would look like if I could step through it?
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llona:
hey....it's all good...I can't go either, actually. My plans fall through from time to time.
Re:scopolamine: we already know the effects of it. It was used in the 40s and 50s as an amnesic. You know how women of previous generations talk about being put to sleep for their births? Well, they weren't put to sleep, they just don't remember. It was really fucked up and scary.
xo
Re:scopolamine: we already know the effects of it. It was used in the 40s and 50s as an amnesic. You know how women of previous generations talk about being put to sleep for their births? Well, they weren't put to sleep, they just don't remember. It was really fucked up and scary.
xo
kestrel:
I'm slacking off, eh?
Well... here you go. Is it all it was cracked up to be? =P
Well... here you go. Is it all it was cracked up to be? =P
"I ran through a forest once
but there were no trees
only splinters that kept digging
their way deeper into me
until my body became a cross
where jesus had died..."
-by Me!
I wonder what my reflection would look like if I could step through it?
but there were no trees
only splinters that kept digging
their way deeper into me
until my body became a cross
where jesus had died..."
-by Me!
I wonder what my reflection would look like if I could step through it?
Well, so far school is going pretty good. I'm just lazy about doing my homework, but that's nothing new. I would make this longer, but I have to run! How is everyone?
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rxqueen:
i'm a-ok. i'm glad to hear school is going well!!!
i was always putting off homework. i always hated those people in yr classes that never actually had to TRY to get good grades.
my best friend was like that.
heh.
anyways, be good!
i was always putting off homework. i always hated those people in yr classes that never actually had to TRY to get good grades.
my best friend was like that.
heh.
anyways, be good!
imbleeding:
*shrug* I'm okay I guess. Thanks for asking. 
Well I finally went to that club and it totally sucked! See delirium_faerie's journal and you'll read all the fun we didn't have. 
You know what to do. 
Since Kestrel insists on this being in my journal..here it is.
1. Who are you?:
"What the hell am I
leper from inside"
Alice In Chains "Sickman"
2. What do you look like?:
"I saw a face in the mirror
that made my blood run clear"
The Tea Party "Pulse"
3. What's your secret?:
"It took so long to remember...
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Since Kestrel insists on this being in my journal..here it is.
1. Who are you?:
"What the hell am I
leper from inside"
Alice In Chains "Sickman"
2. What do you look like?:
"I saw a face in the mirror
that made my blood run clear"
The Tea Party "Pulse"
3. What's your secret?:
"It took so long to remember...
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ltrain:
jabberwocky is a fuckin crazy movie!!!
ltrain:
i put jabberwocky as my fave film of the day!! heh. thanks!
Since my last entry was apparently not a REAL journal entry I'm doing another one. 
I got up early for school today. I thought I was going to be late, but I made it just in time. Then I went to another campus and I got a parking ticket. I drove around for about 30 minutes trying to find a place to park before parking...
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I got up early for school today. I thought I was going to be late, but I made it just in time. Then I went to another campus and I got a parking ticket. I drove around for about 30 minutes trying to find a place to park before parking...
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rxqueen:
yeah i think it'll be fun. there are ALOT of people i dont like/get along with, but i'm not gonna let them bother me.
life is too short to be filled with negative energy.
did you wind up going to that club yet?!?!?
today isn't a good car day for you, huh? first a ticket, then traffic...
enjoy gaiman
life is too short to be filled with negative energy.
did you wind up going to that club yet?!?!?
today isn't a good car day for you, huh? first a ticket, then traffic...
enjoy gaiman
kestrel:
Thank you for writing a decent one.
School sucks, tickets suck. I almost got one for parking in a teacher spot the other day when I was late for my "advisement" appointment, where I had to pay for and actually get into my classes. But I'm a little blonde girl, and with a smile and an "I'm a new student, I won't do it again," the guy let me off.
How am I going to spend the rest of my life with someone I'm not talking with? Well, simple... I'm probably not. But I know who I COULD spend the rest of my life with, I found that person that I just love. It just so happens that we're not talking right now. Maybe we'll never speak again, who knows.
School sucks, tickets suck. I almost got one for parking in a teacher spot the other day when I was late for my "advisement" appointment, where I had to pay for and actually get into my classes. But I'm a little blonde girl, and with a smile and an "I'm a new student, I won't do it again," the guy let me off.
How am I going to spend the rest of my life with someone I'm not talking with? Well, simple... I'm probably not. But I know who I COULD spend the rest of my life with, I found that person that I just love. It just so happens that we're not talking right now. Maybe we'll never speak again, who knows.