fragile21

Damnit! I had already typed up a journal and then when I went to save it everything messed up. So now I have to start over. Errrr!

Well let me see if I can remember everything I said.

I have a job interview tomorrow so wish me a lot of luck! I really want this job. It's for installing home and studio equipment. The pay is kick ass!

I saw Slipknot on Saturday and it was fucking awesome! I wasn't all that excited to go at first, but I'm really glad I did. I had a great time. Of course, I'm sure this was helped by the liquer I was drinking. My friend and I spent about $100 on alcohol. I could've bought soooo many bottles for that. Oh well, maybe it was somewhat worth it, right?

I'm going to post some pics of my wrecked car in a couple of days so be on the lookout. You can see how messed up it got.

Anyway, here is a poem of mine. I hope you like it.

"black widow waterfall"
crawl into me sweet spider
i have cut my veins open for you
build a web in this heart
where my soul will lie entwined
trapped between your legs forever
as you drink the life out of me

black blended with red
spills down your back
milk turned to skin
all washed in sin

inamorata

i can't breathe with your hair
all tangled down my throat
and i can't stop choking
as you drain me of all i am
and there will be nothing left
when you are through with me

red bleeds into black
everything you said
was never real
and i can't heal

black widow waterfall

from your mouth flies swarmed out
and i swallowed them into my lungs