Wednesday Feb 25, 2004

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sinking
my blood is circling the drain
a slit wrist to ease the pain
spiraling down, releasing myself
sinking into the depths of hell

i lay here slowly dying
so tired of life
the light is now fading
im going blind
as the darkness grows around me
and im losing myself in eternity
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pulloffmywings:
yeah, i love the first QOTSA album, but Rated R is still my fave.

hehe, that's a whole lotta suga! but, it really isn't my choice to stay.... my mom let me use her credit card once for it, but no more, and i don't have a credit card.... frown
paleenchantress:
kiss kiss kiss 's for you and have an awesome weekend sweetie !

Sunday Feb 22, 2004

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Tonight I'm going to get some sleep! If I have to take a bunch of benadryl to do it then so be it! smile

What did everyone do this weekend? I spent most of it working...well except for today. I spent the day with my gf and we saw "Eurotrip." It was real funny. I have never seen so many dicks in my entire life! lol....
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delirium_faerie:
get some sleep, love!
alicetrip:
I LOVED EUROTRIP!!!!!!!

anyway...u know pretty much how my weekend went.

oh, btw, u wanna sleep? NyQuil or theraflu in pill form

Friday Feb 20, 2004

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I really need to starting sleeping better. I toss and turn all night long now. I think I'll try to sleep some more before I have to be at work.

Have a good weekend everyone! smile

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kestrel:
Well... I gelled the ends blue today, does that count? It washed out, though. My hair has been slooooowly turning brown for so many years that if I dye it, I'll never get the actual blonde back. I dyed it red when I was a freshman in high school, and was so sad when I realized it wasn't ever going to be the same blonde again. frown

And it's not JUST Rasputina. I've always wanted to play the cello. tongue
blanketmermaid:
try drinking something warm before bed. that usually helps me fall asleep. smile

Thursday Feb 19, 2004

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This is a song my mom used to sing to me when I was real little. She changed the part that said "they're coming to take ME away" to "they're coming to take YOU away." The song just popped into my head again today.

They're Coming to Take Me Away, Ha-haaa!
Remember when you ran away
And I got on my knees
And begged you...
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voltaire:
my mon used to sing that to me too.... but it was never that long... I think she didn't know all the words....
pulloffmywings:
we'll live in cardboard boxes in a park in a big canadian city, across from a bar and a strip joint.... and a mcdonalds. YEAH! when we find a place like that, we're set biggrin

Thursday Feb 19, 2004

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This is a song my mom used to sing to me when I was real little. She changed the part that said "they're coming to take ME away" to "they're coming to take YOU away." The song just popped into my head again to day.

They're Coming to Take Me Away, Ha-haaa!
Remember when you ran away
And I got on my knees
And begged...
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Thursday Feb 19, 2004

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I wish I was still asleep. I don't even know why I woke up this early. Errr!

I think I lost my paycheck from work AGAIN! I really need to get direct deposit. This is becoming troublesome.

Also, I'm feeling a little sick today. My head won't stop hurting. Maybe that's why I woke up? Hmmm.

Wednesday Feb 18, 2004

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Iydkmightky

"all that couldve been"
slipping
she's been fading
this wrist
won't stop bleeding
i tried
to carry the heartache
but hers
was too much
and all i could do
was just break
until i felt the cut
as she suffers
and prays for an ending
i want to hold her here with me

but she's nothing
as i am
and she's everything
when i...
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druj:
No worries my friend. smile
pulloffmywings:
yet again you keep amazing me smile i love that line "i am nothing but these scars".... so true.

heh, i'll post when i have the time and effort... cuz right now i haven't the ambition tongue but i'll let u know when i do!

Monday Feb 16, 2004

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"in the absence of sun"
baptized in twilight
i wish sleep was away from hell
peace dreams in an undertow
and it pulls me deeper down
where i will dance in the shadow
of all that pushes me to die
from the bottom i saw a star tonight
but i can't swim into the sky
as snow turns water to a crown
and keeps me...
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llona:
so we should totally all get together soon.
xoxo
pulloffmywings:
blush thanks!

nothingface broke up? <shrugs> didn't even know THAT much about the band. i just liked em... hmm, that sucks tho

Sunday Feb 15, 2004

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I hope everyone had a good weekend! Mine was pretty good. I went to see "50 first dates" with my girl and then we ate at the Cheesecake Factory. It was soooooo good! I think I'm still full. lol.

Anyway, I maybe taking a road trip to New Orleans in April. I'm going with 2 of my friends and my girl to see David Bowie...
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kestrel:
Yes, the last one was called La Dolarosa. It was GORGEOUS, and almost the size of the entire wall, floor to ceiling. I wanted to buy it... but of course it was $5,000. Whatever. But I loved it. frown

Haha, yes, you know new pictures of you will be exciting. Now hurry it up! I'll give you some in return.

Thanks for the chat tonight. You're a sweetheart!
And, meh... nah, I didn't need a stinkin' valentine. wink
kiss kiss

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voltaire:
was that movie good?

Thursday Feb 12, 2004

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I hope everyone has a happy Valentine's Day! Have fun this weekend! biggrin
alicetrip:
eh, i'm gonna probably spend it shopping w/my friend amanda, we're both single w/no valentines & i was too chicken-shit to ask the muppet if he was doing anything after he got off work blush
voltaire:
happy friday the 13th!

Tuesday Feb 10, 2004

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this week sucks. I need a drink.
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paleenchantress:
i have some pics up from the sgb show a couple nights ago biggrin kiss kiss kiss
exploded:
I added you to my aim buddy list. If you are on I will send you thembiggrin They are getting a final mix done to them in about a week. They sound really good now, there are just a few tweaks we need to make.

Monday Feb 09, 2004

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What is up everyone?! I just got home from seeing Mushroomhead and 40 Below Summer and to a lesser extent Dope and Twisted Method. smile Mushroomhead and 40 below were awesome! But I could do w/o the other 2.

I really need to work on some music and some lyrics. But it's late so that just isn't going to happen tonight.

So what's your favorite movie...
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delirium_faerie:
like you don't know both of them!

the crow, because i have a thing for masochistic love stories, especially when beautiful boys are hunting down the fuckers that killed their loves. and it's the first time i saw the "goth" style and realized how fucking hot and beautiful it was.

darkest days - stabbing westward, because i have so much wrapped up in that album emotionally. i tried to kill myself to it and i lost my virginity to it. it can make me happy or sad depending on my mood. it always has a profound effect on me.
alicetrip:
favorite movie = the nightmare befor christmas love love
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