I get to hang out with Coconut this saturday!!!! im sooooo excited 
. Tomorow hopefully if i get greg's ashes in time i'll be getting tattooed. I think victoria is going to pierce me. Snake bites maybe even though moo moo and jd said no. And i have tomorrow off and im going shopping with momma. I worked a double today but got alot done....
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. Tomorow hopefully if i get greg's ashes in time i'll be getting tattooed. I think victoria is going to pierce me. Snake bites maybe even though moo moo and jd said no. And i have tomorrow off and im going shopping with momma. I worked a double today but got alot done.... Read More
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daysofmetal:
aww thanks 
im glad i finally found a good girl too. took me long enough! lol
im glad i finally found a good girl too. took me long enough! lol
daveydarko:
I feel bad for going out. I dont feel like laying in bed and crying all day. But I feel like I should be. Likes its wrong for me to have a smile on my face. I go back to work monday. I have a trip to florida with moo moo to look forward to a like in general. A huge part of my life...
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oa55:
ok; you don't know me, you may think what i'm about to say sucks... but i've been through what you are going through personally.
grieving is done in different ways and at different times. when you want to go out, go out... don't feel guilty about it. the same with smiling and moving on with your life. i imagine that he would have stopped at nothing to keep you from feeling the way you feel right now, return the favor and lighten up on yourself. don't think of it as just moving on with "your" life; there are things that the two of you never got around to doing... now you've got to do them for him. trust me, you'll feel better when you do. personally, it worked better for me if i did it alone, that way it was still "ours"... plus, i don't want someone telling me that everything will be fine when i feel like blowing up the planet & i'm crying like a newborn.
i hope this sheds a little light on things, i really do. i wish i could tell you that everything happens for a reason and believe it, but that's not me. i know that it's going to take time, i know that it's going to hurt like a shot to the nuts, but i also KNOW that it will become more tolerable.
so, lean on your friends (they've probably used you for a stable shoulder before, return the favor), heal in your own way and at your own pace. and if anyone tries to talk sunshine and rainbows before you're ready, punch them in the throat.
best wishes darlin', we're all here for ya; whether you want us or not...
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grieving is done in different ways and at different times. when you want to go out, go out... don't feel guilty about it. the same with smiling and moving on with your life. i imagine that he would have stopped at nothing to keep you from feeling the way you feel right now, return the favor and lighten up on yourself. don't think of it as just moving on with "your" life; there are things that the two of you never got around to doing... now you've got to do them for him. trust me, you'll feel better when you do. personally, it worked better for me if i did it alone, that way it was still "ours"... plus, i don't want someone telling me that everything will be fine when i feel like blowing up the planet & i'm crying like a newborn.
i hope this sheds a little light on things, i really do. i wish i could tell you that everything happens for a reason and believe it, but that's not me. i know that it's going to take time, i know that it's going to hurt like a shot to the nuts, but i also KNOW that it will become more tolerable.
so, lean on your friends (they've probably used you for a stable shoulder before, return the favor), heal in your own way and at your own pace. and if anyone tries to talk sunshine and rainbows before you're ready, punch them in the throat.
best wishes darlin', we're all here for ya; whether you want us or not...
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oa55:
no problem
i'm easy to find if needed
i'm easy to find if needed
Stuff still isnt adding up. I feel like I should be sadder. LIke maybe I didnt cry enough. I have my bad momments alone I like it that way. I know all of my friends arent on here but I would like to thank everyone for being there for me in my time of need. Im nervous for what my future alone holds. Im glad...
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starry_eyed:
it was vbeautiful. you are beautiful. i am proud of you. i love you.
I have the best friends ever. They protect me even though I might not need it. They always have my back especially in times of need. My moo moo has always been my rock. I love her so much and I hope she knows it (i know how much she loves me). She told me some disturbing this tonite and I just got pissed. But...
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starry_eyed:
i love love love you. i'm sorry to spill the beans. but it was just in case. i hope you aren't too mad i didn't tell you sooner, i just wanted to wait. but it's taken care of. i love you soooo much and i can't wait to see you and give you a big ass kiss on the cheek and hug and and and... ok yeah. anywho <3's
jamielee:
You are awesome. And if there's anything I can do at all to make things easier for you, please let me know.
I know its true. It sure hurts like its true. But somewhere in my head 2+2 is not equally 4. I need to see him. I keep yelling at him then telling him im sorry because he is kicking his own ass more than any of us could. A friend of mine Jay stopped by. He hadnt heard. He told me I may not belive...
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starry_eyed:
that's incredible. i hope it's soon
Arrangements for Greg
viewing for Greg Mon will be held at the McCully-Polyniak Funeral home, 237 E Patapsco Ave in Brooklyn, this Friday, 4 March 2005 from 7PM-9PM. It will be an open casket viewing. We're asking that people do not bring flowers, as we are trying to set up a trust for his daughter. Please, donate if you can.
viewing for Greg Mon will be held at the McCully-Polyniak Funeral home, 237 E Patapsco Ave in Brooklyn, this Friday, 4 March 2005 from 7PM-9PM. It will be an open casket viewing. We're asking that people do not bring flowers, as we are trying to set up a trust for his daughter. Please, donate if you can.
holland:
*hugs*hugs*hugs*
i suck at consoling for the reason of death
no one close to me has died
yet
i suck at consoling for the reason of death
no one close to me has died
yet
starry_eyed:
i love love love love love you.
oh and if you don't know by now... our day off in florida.... moo moo matt is kidnapping us if that's ok with you.
mayhaps pictures will be taken
have i told you yet how much i adore you? because i do.
oh and if you don't know by now... our day off in florida.... moo moo matt is kidnapping us if that's ok with you.
mayhaps pictures will be taken
have i told you yet how much i adore you? because i do.
Feel free to wake me up anytime now...
Shooting: Police were awaiting the results of an autopsy to determine whether the death of a 27-year-old man was accidental or a homicide. The man, whose name was withheld, was in the basement of a house in the 2700 block of Gibbons Ave. with other people about 9:30 p.m. Saturday and reportedly playing with a handgun when...
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Shooting: Police were awaiting the results of an autopsy to determine whether the death of a 27-year-old man was accidental or a homicide. The man, whose name was withheld, was in the basement of a house in the 2700 block of Gibbons Ave. with other people about 9:30 p.m. Saturday and reportedly playing with a handgun when...
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countryboy:
Hey seen ya over on the B.C.B. and thought i would drop ya line and say thanks Us Big Boys love ya back and wish there where more like you out there, to many haters in the world , the word of the day is, Big Men , find one and hug him
darkendsun:
hey, i dont realy know u, but sorry for your loss, if you ever need someone just to talk to, im always online, i know how it is to loose someone close to you
Everything hurts. My heart is in a million pieces. The person that always pulls me in his arms to tell me everything is going to be ok is gone. I miss him so much. I love him so much. I am so pissed that he was that fucking stupid and and is now dead. I kept thinking im going to go to bed and wake...
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perdy:
Ooooof that sounds like it hurts......dunno what I'd do if anything happened to my fella......think I'd just fade away 
I so hope you can find something to make you feel better.
I so hope you can find something to make you feel better.
sugarcoma:
I wish there was something I could say to comfort you!
*hugs**hugs**hugs**hugs**hugs**hugs**hugs**hugs*
*hugs**hugs**hugs**hugs**hugs**hugs**hugs**hugs*
It seems like forever since I have been on sg. or on the puter for that matter. I have been working like crazy. I started monday only to have to pull a double then another double on tuesday. The one chick called out for the rest of the week. I have heard nothing but bad things about the people that work there. One girl brings...
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mercie:
Dude, fire that bitch with the bad attitude. I can't stand that shit. It brings EVERYONE'S day down. I talked to Scott about the job, he has something lined up at AACC public access tv or something, so no-go. Oh well, I tried!!
xoxo
Oh well, I tried!!
xoxo
xviolentxbeautyx:
IF I could help you out, I would!
HOlla if you need anything.
HOlla if you need anything.
Philly was fun to say the least. Definatly a memorable trip (well they are all in some way but this one ended in puke). I got to see friends I hadnt seen in a while and a shocking face from my past. I was a mess good thing I had my Rock with me. She is my good luck charm I need to keep her...
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karma:
glad you made it, and had a great time. I love Philly.
xevilxashleyx:
Oooh...I'm going to Philly this spring!
Anywhere you recommend? I've never been!
Anywhere you recommend? I've never been!